I can’t help but to remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and something and you think about are all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once. It's sad how when someone leaves you, apart from missing them, and apart from the fact that the whole little world you've created together, collapses, everything you see or do reminds you of them. Even a song that they used to dedicate for you seems to be a torment to listen. And so you skip them or maybe, just shut the radio down. That makes forgetting so much harder. So much harder.

9 months has past. Still in healing process but rest assure I'm in better place now.
Feel so much better, ease and mostly, happier right now.
Alhamdullilah.