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Melaka {Tuesday, December 29, 2009 , 10:16:00 PM}


I'm back! Haha, got miss me or not? I know la no of course tsk. LOL!
Get back to my 'finally balik kampung' trip. Haaaha! Oh well, i had so much awesomely fun over there. It feel so good to be at a place which is much more calm and peace. Far away from busy cities. The kampung morning atmosphere is always the best. Can cure people who often having headache or stress surely HAHA! But seriously, i feel so fresh-ing ;D But only not when it's between 12pm-5pm. Wahliaooo.. so fcukinly hot! Even Singapore's weather is better, at least by abit.

It feels good to be back kampung. It feels like home. Having breakfast and dinner together as family at home. For lunch, we will be having our lunch outside for sure. One table, sharing all those memories we had.. laughing at how silly we were last time. Wah liao! Embarrassing siaa. But i love it this way. So bonding! :D

Main purposed was to attend my cousin's wedding on Sunday but have to attend another wedding on Saturday too. Tsk.. i only brought one kurung so reused back. Shhhhh! I don't know which side of my cousins there are from because i have too many relatives there. Really Sume kait-mengait gitu. At times, i just heck care to do research about the family root, too complicated. Aside t
hat. Friends been asking how was my shopping? Erm sadly, nothing much interesting. Did shopped but i bought almost nothing. Okay la nampak sah bedek aku. But seriously i did bought few things but i don't call that shopping at all. I don't know how to explain it further. Understand Understood only ah :)




Pardon me for above picture. I know BURUKSSSSS! Anyway.. we went to 'Gadek Hot Spring'. Da macam sauna la sehh. Panasssssss! Hanya Tuhan yang tahu betapa terbakar badan aku nie! And the hotness went up to my brain. For a moment, i was stunted. The surface temperature is 56 Degree Celsius. Mind you that! But i was one bloody happy kid when i got to force my entire body into the hottaaaaa water for few minutes. Did it for 4 times. No wonder i had a good massive headpain soon after.
Aiseyman, fear factor!




So cousins, no need to miss me so much now okay? I still remember them saying, "Akhirnya.." when they saw me Hahaaa! And i really don't know when will i be going back kampung unless one of my cousin getting married. Oh yes! Kahwin la cepat2, tu ahh Abang Azmi tu, da tua dahhh.. bile mau kahwin ah? Da lame ni hah menanti nak makan nasi minyak Abang. Haiyaaa.. nk mengurat nenek mane je tau sampai susah sangat nk dpt. Mesti case nenek jambu! ;DD

By the way, look at the girl in red kurung (below). Actually nothing big laa but
just want to share something. Her family used to sleep over at my place if they coming to Singapore. So i still remember her always LOVE to 'kebas' my things, like make up & shades. And if she don't get it, she will wailed. If one or two i dont mind. But it seemed like eveything she want? And Mum will say, "Tkper la kasi dia. Nanti mak belikan baru". Mane boleh jadi ni! Therefore, whenever she's coming Singapore (back then la), i will hide all my things somewhere safer. Hahahaaaa! That's when she was like 9 years old & i was 12? Now she all grown up. Even bigger than me, in terms of size. *peace*



Not forgetting, my dear Shameer over here. Mak aik, degil nauzubillah jugak anak nie! I can gurantee that his Mummy will be shocked to see how many 'presents' he brought back from Melacca. Too many toysssss! Fan of Ben10 this boy huh!? Whatever he see, he die die want. If didn't get.. Wah Pianggg! But hey, i like him around. Baby-sit him was fun! :)
Aunty Nana loves you Shameer Altaf!

Be a good boy hor. Don't be naughty. And, i can predict you're gonna be one good hot looking man when you grown up. Macam hero hindustan! Fulamaaakkkkk!



{Thursday, December 24, 2009 , 10:22:00 AM}


I'll be away for 5 days or a week..
Don't know why but i've been missing people badly lately..
So, do miss me as much (or more) than i do, can? Hahaaa!

Goodbyesssss. Take care lovely and have good days too!!
You know i love you so many much ;D xoxo.



Goodbyes for 5 days! {Wednesday, December 23, 2009 , 12:58:00 PM}


Finally, short getaway for me. Whoooaa!

Balik kampong!
It's like almost 3 years i last went back to my uncle's place. Initially i was half-hearted but i think i should go for this trip. Since i've always busy with school and not sure when my free time will comeby again. And somewhat, cousins over there been sms-ing me occasionally asking when the hell i will be back. Haha!
Aww.. they missed me! :)


They should be happy and welcome me with red carpet this thursday. LOL. Btw Aiman called me for the first time? After 2 years? HAHAHAAA! And he will be at the wedding too. Greaatttt!
Isn't it funny? The place where we first met & will be meeting at a place like wedding event, yet again. Hurhurr!!

Not forgetting.. I've been given a task. To take care of my adorable sunshine, Shameer :D Trust me, he's one of the cutest kids i adore most!!! His mum asked me to look after him, she meant, really take care of him.. You know like applying insect repellent.. entertain him, look after his harta karun
(psp beb! tknk kalah) and basically everything. Wahliaoo.. mak dia bukan nk ikut skali tau hmph! Never mind.. at least i have someone to play around with, beside my sister, since my other cousins here not going back. Mendak per!

Lastly, this is the first time going without Nenek :( Actually i've been missing her lately. And again, almost tears just now whenever i talk about her to anyone. I missed sleeping on her lap during the journey to kampong. Missed the way she caressed my hair and touched my face while im sleeping. Especially her presence.

Nenek, i miss you so much. You know i do.
Al-fatheha.


{Tuesday, December 22, 2009 , 9:23:00 AM}


"... oh cute"




{Monday, December 21, 2009 , 12:29:00 AM}


"the greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they’re alive."


{Sunday, December 20, 2009 , 11:37:00 PM}



"Perfectly perfect.

What a perfectly perfect days i had this week. Except that i didnt get to spend even a day with my family. And mum was actually alittle upset and naggy about it. Fret not okay mak
.. i'll have like 5days to a week with you next week at Malaysia!! So not perfectly perfect but almost close to that. Just perfect days. And im all contented!!

Had a wedding show at Taman Warisan. Was pretty warm and then raining cats & dogs. Luckily did kompang & silat only.. phew! Then last min plan, off to vivo.. Slacked for awhile and had ice cream on the ship. Waahhhhh thanksss!!! :D Asked Saiful to guess my age.
He answered ''erm..16? 15? 13? and 17?" HAHAA! You got me burst into laughter. 13 years old!?? The youngest age ever people called me! Whooa! He was awfully shocked when i said im 19!! HAHAHHAHAAA!

Btw, i just had 2 packets of maggie goreng. Too lazy so, asked my sis to help me. Hehee thankyouu! But iam still hung-ger-ryyyy! I also craving for fried kuay teow, ice cream and long john! Wahliaooo! Eat eat eat only.. haha! But i think i lost tons of weight?? Just like what girlfriends said. Erm.. cause the jeans i always wear seems to be loose nw. Usually i used with or without belt.. but now, if i dont.. it will drop. Whatever it is, i'd believed i've gained weight. *peace*

So..everything is fine. I'm just grateful for this. Nevertheless, doesn't m
ean i will stay happy for long. Well..you know life is full of ups and downs. So should not be too very high cause i might end up crying too. But if possible, i wish things to be this good for as long as possible.

Oh come' on.. it's coming to the end of the year.
I want to have a good ending of 2009. Be good alright :)


Nighty loves!



Thankyou khai for the two lovely lovely Pooh :)
Now my Big Pooh have a Mini Pooh. New friends~
Loveyou Khai!!


{Friday, December 18, 2009 , 11:08:00 PM}


I'm frustrated enough with my digi's memory card, laptop and whatever that disable me to transfer those pictures taken days ago to my lappy. Since yesterday i keep sigh-ing, i mean, BIG sighs. It annoys me alots, seriously! Hm i think something is not right with my lappy after my bro re-format my lappy? Hm could be? Tsk.

Oh well, no pictures (unless taken thru my
hp or random pictures taken frm the net) for the meantime till i get this shit fixed. Booohoo!! :'( And don't tell me i have to format my memory card, and and and all pictures will be gone? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!


{Thursday, December 17, 2009 , 9:47:00 PM}




Girlfriends! <3
Minus Ernie today.. and im missing her company with us. Not a whole day outing.. just a short meet up to get rid of each other's misses. Girlfriends said i lost tons of weight. I look much much much skinnier than the last they saw me. Kuruusss kau! Oh, but why i feel iam growing fat eh? Beside that, im getting dark due to the 2days at Sentosa. Tsk! Hahaa!

Watched Planet 51. Had good time laughing in the cinema, munching sweet popcorns :) Erm.. 3 months of not seeing each other??? That's bad.. and due to that, we had alittle misunderstanding. Nevertheless, I believed it was because we missed each other too much, right? Nah, how can i forget you lovely girls. No worries babes! And from the way we talked, updating latest news and stories really show how much we really really missed each other, like seriously. Too many things to squeeze and im sure there's still more to say.
But time always envy us whenever we having fun time together.

I want to go see those houses at Sentosa. I've been wanting to see those beautiful scenery since last Monday. Next outing on 28th so Ernie make urself free can? Drive us there again. But... im not sure if i'm back from my short getaway on that day :(



{ , 7:16:00 PM}




Yet another day at Sentosa.. but this time with my Lanang Ayunda.

It's was supposed to be Lanang Ayunda's outing but it's a waste that the juniors can't make it. Well, it was meant to be for us all but in the end only the 'bestfriends' outing.

Woke up at 7 in the morning. I've prepared everything earlier so i went online after washed up. Thought it will only took me awhile to surf the net but, i overshot abit. Still, i was the first to reach followed by Khai and the rest. Hahaa! We brought foods from home but it won't be complete without snacks.So, proceeded to Giant.

At Sentosa.
The weather playing pee-kaa-boo with us. It was raining cats and dogs for three times. So, we kept going in and out from the sea. Yana was the most eager amongst us. She love swimming i guess :) Complaining when the red flag will be off from the sand so that she can get back to swim. Haahaa! Played few games like Alipoom. Extremely hilarious! By 3pm we planned to wash up. And at exactly 3, it rained heavily. Damn heavy rain.

The rain has stopped and as plan, went for Luge and Skyride. Yeaaa! I've rode once before. Still felt terrified when it's getting higher. Gerunnnnn! At least better.. im not that afraid of height but please not depth xD Everyone had vastly great time together. Yes we do! I truly love you all. And yes i do!!

It's about the quality time we spent, not the quantity :D




{Monday, December 14, 2009 , 11:28:00 PM}


I had a oh-so-good Challenging Monday.

The Survivor Challenge was really the most best camp i ever attend. It's not really like a 2D1N camp.. It was just a one day event at the FOCUS Challenge Camp, Sentosa, but full with bonding activities/games (there was 4 in total). Combination with 4 other CCAs group.. Malay Dance (Lanang Warriors), Dancers (Fresh Elements), Soul Percussion (Samba Petir) & Guitar Club (Rock Star). I have to thank to all the activities we had. For that, we know each other more.. esp about myself. You know, about what i actually enjoy doing, what is my fear & my strong side.. Then most of the games really challenge our patience level.. it was tough one. It also fun to know about other's weaknesses & they know about mine too HAHA!

Iam proud with my Lanang Warriors cause among the other groups we always the winner at the end of each game. Hurray! 'Jangan pandang kite budak tarian lembut aje, kiteorg pun boleh jadi lebih gagah dari korang tau, hmph!' After our team, it was Fresh Elements. We so called competing with them actually hehs! It was always either us or them leading.. but whatever it is, good jobs to all of us! :) No ones a winner, everyone is the same.

Here came the most exciting activity, Rafting!! For this we required to create our own. Quite stressful la.. still, thanks to the rest of the boys for helping us. Hm well, im excited but at most moment i felt afraid. Afraid of depth. Yes, one of my fear that i have to overcome. Fortunately, the tide was low. Phew~ but i still kept reminding Khai to save me first no matter what Haha! Again, Lanang Warriors came first. Yeahhhh :)

There so much for me to say.

For the instructors over there..We were the best team in 2009! Aww.. It was such a perfect day for me. I felt super good and i even wished it will not end that so soon. Lastly, after watching our embarrassing video of what we did the whole day.. i found out that we are actually a totally cute kids! I swear.I swear.

My mood was awesome-ly tip top. And I like it that way :D



Twilight Saga - New Moon {Sunday, December 13, 2009 , 9:51:00 PM}




Saturday was much sweet awesome! It feels so good to meet up with old friends after for so long not seeing each other. Well, the boys had so called reunion. They seemed happy together recalling their bittersweet memories. At most time i just find these boys was just freaking too cute. Hahaaa! I'd kept smiling looking at them laughing and having fun together :) Not jealous, but at certain moments while with them.. i miss my girlfriends.. I really do. Hm.. Had issue with them recently but everything okay now. No one's faults. Just that everyone got their things to do. Busy.
Girls, let's meet up soon can? I suddenly miss you girls badly :(




3 months of waiting for the release and another 1 week.. finally, watched New Moon! Yessa! Haha, the boys was kinda bored with the movie but not for me & the girls :) I love the movie so much! Jacob is too way f-hotaaaa!! For Twilight series ,Edward for his romantic kind but for Saga series, Jacob for his wow-hot-hot boddyyyyy!! *drooling* and also the way he look into Belle eyes.. BANG! Goodness, i was melting while watching him. Hais, how i wish i was the one he's looking at ^-^ LOL! The ending was sucked. But that's what makes me wanting to watch for the next series. Oh faster faster.. I hope there's next one for the continuation. Handsome pleasee.. :)



Sape tak cair oii bile die renung gitu!!
Belle please exchange place with me. I wish to be in his arms too.
Pleaseeeee?
LOL !



Taylor Lautner!
You really hotstuff laaaaaa! Geram aku!!




Edward no worries i do still love you. Your romance side makes me craving for love like that in Twilight series :D Tho Muhammad was abit dislike for your-don't-know-how-to-act.. but you and Belle the most matching couple. Sweeeeettt :D
If with Jacob, lagiiiii kena.. Teehee!



{Friday, December 11, 2009 , 5:34:00 PM}


Dance Exam. Hmm....

Turned out havoc-ly. Me and my girls were told to report at 1pm. But received sudden call from Kak Huda to come down immediately/asap/NOW before 12pm. By that time, time checked was 11.25am! Panicky oii! Lucky me to wake up early. Already washed up.. was recalling Telok Blanga at that moment. Erm actually, I already received msg regarding the sudden change. But i silent my hp at wrong time. Haiya..

Ehk, but really not our fault. Supposed at 1pm but Cik Som gt last minutes meeting to attend. So, there's changes but.. my dear Kak Huda forgot to inform us yesterday for the new timing. She only informed the another group. Maybe because we went home ealier than the rest.. so they got the message but not us. Furthermore, Kak Huda was super busy yesterday.. she must have forgotten. It's okay new experience for us, right? :)

The rest all prepared nicely by the time we reached. Hmph! So, they went for the exam first. But for us.. instead of 1 hour to prepare everything, we were only given 5mins to get all done. Uh huh 5 MINUTES! A frantic rush i tell you. Some more.. with Abang Adel trying to add the already ironic situation by counting down for us -______- And yes, done-ed in 5mins (only with costumes, foundation & lipstick only!). Obviously we not completed with eye shadows, blusher etc but these are the most important things to be done in this kind of situation.

Ready.... standby.. dance...... and DONE! Everything finished by 1pm.
Wah seriously.. that was f-hilarious!
Should have record it siaa. Everyone was like whatever. Hahaa!
"This is how professional dancers should react and do for last minutes changes" - Som Said

Bravo for my group! *clapping hands* At least we get the opportunity to feel how chaotic it could be. Haha! So if it were to happen in the future.. we know what to do. Anyway, today's grade will be given next friday. Why? You will know later.

Conclusion for this 5days course.
Despite the unexpected situation on our last day.. I've learnt alot & I love it! Not only i finally get to learn Zapin Telok Blanga (jyeaahh!) but i also learnt how to catwalk, modelling, make up, hair-do, symbolics of dance and props & alot more. Actually i am thankful that CikSom have to rush for meeting. If not, im very sure she will drillllllllll us with more questions, check in details for our make up and costumes. Phew! Ehhhh not so fast! Need to attend another workshop next week. Hais. Not related with dance but music. Will be learning kompang, angklung blablabla. And exam again?? Aiseyman...


{Thursday, December 10, 2009 , 6:16:00 PM}




So far, dance workshop is going pretty well. I somehow miss dancing traditional dance because for months we have not learn any new dance and that got me bored somehow. Tomorrow last day and will having exam. Prepare everything on our own hair make up and etc.. all must be ready within an hour! Geee will see how it goes.



Yesterday sent Hyekel off. Went with Ema, met Lee and Joe at the airport. Few of our friends like Firman Hanafi HaikelGC & other students frm ITE CE going to Myammar. Baca doa selamat for them, led by Jo. Hyekel.... da bagus org bacakan tau.. lagi leh main2 uat muka sardine..apadahhh! For today.. i couldn't make it on time to send bestie Leana off to Penang. By the time i ended school.. she just aboard the plane. So, only got to talk to her thru the phone. I badly missing her. I need hugs from her.. i need her at that time. Almost cry while talking :'( Nevermind at least i had a looonggg chat with her yesternight while she packing her lugage. Hahaaa! Btw babe, im happy for you. Not going to put any hope for this but he like those heroes in the movies. Macam Edward sehh.. Can sense if you're in danger. I like!! Such a superheroo oo oo!

Do have a safe trip to and fro. Have fun guyssssss! :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY :


Taufik.B

From a good looking to even more charming man now *meltssssss* Oh Taufik, you're always f-hotttaa!!!
May you always stay dashing&hot (hehe!), success and continue to achieve your dreams.
Never give up alright! Jiayou :D


Precious Ayah & Mak.

I may be the most hard-to-control person the in house. I may (or always) hurt your feelings with harsh words or being such a ignorant to the max daughter. But you ought to know i have never mean to hurt you, what's more to do this sinful bits towards you two.. The two of you are too much dear to me.
I love you forever more

Allah bless You.
xoxo


{Tuesday, December 8, 2009 , 12:13:00 AM}




Had a tiring day, travelling from one place to another.
Attended school as usual at 8am. Pathetic. Thanks Irfan for the wake up call. Haha didn't really expect you really called me. Then, rushed back home and off for dance workshop. Today's class conducted by Kak Huda and i truly miss having dance lesson with her. I just love everything about her from the way she dance walk talk etc. Learning Zapin Telok Blanga! After for like nearly 2 years not able to catch up the steps, finally i have the chance to learn it again. Yeahh done with more than half of the song. Tomorrow with continue with the rest :) Great!

Chit chat session since we have like an hour more left.
I love talking to her. She really inspires me alot. Not only in dance wise, but also in terms of life wise too. Sadly enough, i'm unable to attend the morning classes because i can't really afford to skip my school's classes in the morning. I can't. I can't. I need to organise my time veryyy well from now on. Final year beb! Still, I will make full use of this course.. 4 more days..

Then zoom-ed to school again. Had iTalent meeting. Sound pretty cool for this event. Will update more about this soon. Watched Case 39 with Khai, KakBan, Aliman&friends. Thumbs up, should watch it. As always had fun screaming with Khai. Paisey la eh terpekik haaha! Thanks for fulfilling my wish :) But i still want to watch 2012. Haha! Da basi la nana! Nevermind. Next movie, New Moon!! Okay i super can't wait.
Weekends pleaassse come faster, pleasee :D


often i dun understand ❤ {Sunday, December 6, 2009 , 11:08:00 PM}




Cheeky Tan Hong Ming ! ;D
See, even kids understands it.

Sometimes.. you've got to be hurt before you can move on. And that makes you stronger. But at other times, you get hurt.. and you can never trust again. Cause in the end, the people that you trust the most are the ones who are bound to break your heart.

Everything was amazingly beautiful and i devotedly loved you.
Thankyou for all. Past ~


{Saturday, December 5, 2009 , 11:47:00 PM}


All i want for Christmas is....



Christmas Dreams Concert went quite well as an overall despite we had alittle not satisfied about the event. We just don't find it worth it for the 3mins compared to the rest. Really. We find it wasn't fair for us but to make it much more worth it.. we take it to the positive side. In the end, things went haywire despite our rehearsals went perfectly fine. Doesn't mean how hard we try, sometimes.. things still won't go the way we wanted. So, i'm fine with it since we all don't really have the mood at the first place, as expected. So, having fun & just enjoy for what it is.The rest of the performances was great and lively. Soul was the best one and F.E for their cute steps :)

Before that, i having bad headache so much. So i kept myself at one corner.. laughing at their funny jokes from far. After the event, all of us required to clean up the place. Everyone seemed to be a happy kid carrying the fake Christmas presents around.. And i was one of them. Hyekel became my photographer. We both acted like a real kid.. went high over the presents, Christmas tree and etc LOL! By the way.. ignoring the headpain was a good way :)

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HAPPY 21ST BLISSFUL BIRTHDAY KHAIRULLAH!
(4th December)

You don't know much changes u made in my me eversince i met you. You never get bored & always they for me to pour out every little things that bothers me, always ready to lend me shoulder to cry on. You're appreciated for every smile and laugh you creates in my toughest times. And im thankful to Allah for having you part of my life. May all the good wishes are with you forever.
You know i love you alootttt :)



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAH AND RAIF!
May the two of you are blessed with happiness success and lovelovelove..
Stay happy and healthy always okay.. Have a blissful days ahead.
Allah bless the three of you.
lovelove.


{Tuesday, December 1, 2009 , 12:02:00 AM}





Almost watch 2012 today after school. But it was impossible for me to reach there on time. Grr! So, better cancel it. I've been wanting to watch movies lately. Tsk. If only i could fly. Haha! I know it's kindda almost-old-movie by now.. but i still wanna watch it. Oh and more than that, i deadly wanna watch NEW MOON! Yes i want and must watch it no matter what. But unfortunately won't be able to watch this week. Confirm plus chop already. As much as i want.. but im packed this week :'( Have to wait patiently for next week. It seems so so lonnnggg sehh...

Back to today.. slacked at studio with F.E and Andi. They having Kbox session..
but acoustic version LOL! I dint really joined them thou im the one who started it first. Engrossed reading novel while waiting for Atik and Yana. No plans. Soon after decided to chill somewhere or cafe since Atik have something to share with us & Yana wanna feeling like rich lady/at western countries. Hehe!! Ended at starbucks.. we all feeling at Paris!! :) Had fun time. We covered many topics.. Sharing some stuffs/opinion about life, relationship and etc. Seems more to counselling session. Been a long time since we had this chit chat. Then came Zie.. from Simei, took plane to Paris. Hahaaa! Thanks Lee for the drink-treat :D and girls, for the day. *hugs*




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Appears strong but never will be.
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