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{Monday, June 30, 2008 , 2:21:00 AM}



hye readers (:

It's been a while since my last post.
Left 1 weeks before school re-open. Once school starts, i will be
'bee-zzzzyyy' with school stuff by then -___-

Well, for now im busy with nothing else but dance practises. One after another and all my days will be occupied with dance dance and more dance. Since there's six performance including audition for july only, therefore, more practises up next. Every Monday and Tuesday dance practise at school..and i can guarantee if the show is around the corner, i have to sacrifice my weekdays. Then every Saturday, NDP rehearsal at marina and if I'm not wrong, Sunday standby haha.

So, last Saturday was our first combined rehearsal with those involve in NDP 08 with the jet planes, performances, matching etc. I'm excited. My wish to participate in National Day came true..Everything was alright, lunch provided, place for us to change/hang around except for the super hot weather. Prepare to be bake under the bright Mr sunshine up there(: after that went lepak-ed with friends and friend's friends till 11 plus hahas.

Nothing much happened during the school holiday. Went out with friends, family and slack at home online-ing, watch indon-movies online..eat sleep etc haha .
And my LLA project have not touch yet, what the fish ! i'm so the malas seyy...
& my ite friends, when you girls/guys wanna do it? are we going to do it together?
No updates from you all sehh....if not, im doing it alone........
~ lalalalalalalala


Okay i guess that's all for now folks.


{Friday, June 20, 2008 , 9:54:00 AM}


Arts camp 2D1N was superb! I love my group, Team 1....Fresh Jolt ! In my team, this three mamat melayu are the most kecorable people in the camp. Serious kecoh and thanks to that, we cooperate with one another as one team, brain storming and work things out together.

//Day 1 ; 18th Jun 08

Nothing much. Design our own team bandanna and we got 3rd place. I thought we get 1st place sehh..but it's okay. I still like them, colour reggae whoa ~ Then watched movie at night, Clueless. And we actually got ourself clueless with the movie..don't understand but we laughed when its funny and went silent when its exciting, Ahas. Btw, thanks Haikal (MrHipHop) for lending me your warm jacket cause I'm fucking cold and Shafiq for the sleeping bag for us to sit on & warm myself too hahas.

//Day 2 ; 19th Jun 08

Didn't get the REAL sleep for the whole night thou we(Malay dancers) was sleeping on the most comfortable sofa(for wani and firah) and not-so-cushion-yet-okay-better-than-the-floor long chair which we combine it for us to sleep (for me, diana and tri)cause we didn't bring our sleeping bag. My neck and back plus buttock aching, kept toasting myself to find the perfect posing to sleep hahas. My brain will not function properly if i don't get enough sleep so ya, woke up with my-sleepy face and sat with my grp but that point of time with Shafiq only, don't know whr e rest. Had our breakfast, 1 pillow of bread, nutella, butter, jams..so I ate two slices of plain bread only (thruout the day till the very next morning!).Wanted to eat with nutella but im too lazy-nak-mampos and i was half awake that moment....but Shafiq was soo the baik, took my 1/4 eaten bread and nutella-ed it for me hahas. Sweet la kan die tuh. Wani saw that and start teasing me with him..! Treasure hunt was okay..we very creative la kan..microphone, tkleh angkt! Then our dance workshop with Ms Leslie(betol tk spelling??). She explained all the dance concepts,jazz,Latin,hip hop,ballet,culture, fusion, ethic blablabla. Then each group was assigned to perform a dance which was given by her..guess what? My grp danced BALLET! With our Mr HipHop helped, he managed to coordinate our steps which turns out to be cool. Ms Les gave us 100% the highest point for both two rounds(!)

Me: tk pernah pernah aku joget ballet depan public!

Diana: Group kau ok seyy..lawar! Kau pon seyy...lembut je joget.

(haha, lembut? I find myself so stiff )

Back with our CCA members....explain/demo to the rest about our CCA. Dismissed at 1 plus. At 5plus train to esplanade theater. Watched a play, "Class enemies". The ticket writes "Play includes Coarse Language and Violence Restricted to Audiences 16years and above only" But for us, it for 21 years and above. Serious shit violence till i scared cos they throw chairs table kick punch etc, uncensored to the max cos most of the part is about sex & that that that hahas. The most scary-nk-mampos nye part was when they shot bullet. Fuyoo, jantung leh keluar woo. Out of sudden without warning sak! The 'BANG' was real loud especially in closed area..Haiqal was my victim cos he sat beside me..so paham2 je la aku ni lau da t'kejut haha. After e play at 10plus, wanted to eat Mac at Marina Square but it's not 24 hours so terbantut then they plan to go to Tamp Mac but i didn't join cos if i go, confrim reach home at 2plus && i scare no more bus. So straight back home and jump to my bed weeeee....

Gonna miss every single one in the Arts Camp (especially my grp member cause they are sweeetttt, suke saye)...thou we gonna meet often in school or CemTa (: Bloopers, embarrass moments, laughter, teasing will be missed. It's been a long time i went for camp and i enjoyed myself with you people!! Ade lagi tk camp cam gini? Again uh !

Long post uhs hahas. I know i know cause i really enjoyed myself those days. I love it! I iwll post pictures once i received all from the rest.

Byeee !



{Tuesday, June 17, 2008 , 1:12:00 AM}



Went esplanade with my cousin on the last Sunday evening. Goshhh. It's freaking scaryyyyy! Seriously, we(only both of us) were stalked and kena kacau by mat mat kotai. Muke da lah pecah longkang, burukkk,tak senonoh dan apa apa yang sewaktu dengan nyer...tkder selera siol aku.
I was shit scared like hell cos no man was with us..we depend on each other. Lagi2 da malam gitu, anything can happen la kan. Pusing kiri kanan depan belakang sume orang dia, orang asing. Mangkok btol! Lucky my cousin's boify pop up from nowhere, no warning sak die tu nak datang. My cousin was surprised to see him there too. Then, free dinner at LJ..watched play at esplanade then train back home. This part seriously i felt unsecured. Packed like sardine dalam tin with bangla and mat kotai, like again. Macam macam bau sak, lau wangi tak pe la siol. Abeh kasi 'free air-con' lak tuhh, cam babis tol! Cousin somehow safe because her boify was there to protect her. But for me, i was alone la siak! That mat kotai da lah serious shit GAY, then they was like looking at me like what. I don't know what to do and i hell scared that incident happen again. Only god knows how i felt that very day. ARRR!

Moral of the story - do not go to town alone/two girls especially on holiday/weekends evening & at least bring 3 guys along haha.

Sesungguhnyer aku hate-to-da-core species korang korang korang koranggggggggggggggg !


Next day, after my dance pract finished at 6pm, head to orchard meet my galfys. Had our cum-dinner at Mac, again FOC hehe! Play-ed pool for the second time. Galfy Sharz was damn happy cause she always get free ball from me. Aiyoyo tambi! Incidents ball out from the table, bloopers, da semangat2 last last didn't hit the ball, i kept asking my girls which ball to hit, our nobody-business laughter etc sesungguhnyer memalukan !! Dahla ramai mat mat pat sane..Dorg pon cam join in the fun la kan. Paisey Paisey . Gals, next time play pool again alright (:



Chris brown is hot !
But Andhika lagi panasssss .... :D





{Friday, June 13, 2008 , 10:20:00 PM}


I'm telling you, my days was all packed with school stuff. Fully packed with project work which need to be done as soon as possible before holiday. I was totally rushing for the deadlines. Busy with things and i don't even have time for myself, family, friends, proper meals etc. I've sacrificed my hobbies, favourite drama series and my best sleeping beauty. My time was only for schooooll. Just for school you know! Haiyo(!)

Been mugging like hell these days. One word: STRESS!

Finally, OFA..BFD (role play script)...LLA project has done. SUBMITTED ! BFD exam has over too.. Imagine me, in more than 2weeks, in front of my lappy doing my projects and mugging for my exam? Gosh, i lack of sleep. Many times i fell asleep in the bus..i easily fall asleep by doing nothing even if I just shut my eyes for awhile.And i stress till i fell sick. That's the reason why i realllllyy looking forward for my holidays. Anddddddddd.......

Holiday is here! Weeee..i love this. I want to spend time with family, hang out with friends blablabla. A lot of things to catch up with my galfys for sure. I miss them muchhh (: Too many things happened recently and i can't cope with this anymore. I urgently need to relax my mind, thats for sure!

Oh ya, Yuying Secondary School once again Champions for the Dance Xplosion3 for the second time Thank God! I was praying hard when I was at the stage before they announced the Champions. Best giler..i just enjoyed myself on that day (: !

I guess thats all. Byeee .

P/S : Dammit, new project for LLA but i can sense that this will be way much fun with only little/no stress.


{Thursday, June 5, 2008 , 9:02:00 PM}


Uncle, i don't know how to put this. I know it's too late to say it now but i hope you can hear what i want to say from up above, sorry if i did any wrongs to you all this while. The news about you just shocked me in the morning. I know you such a nice person, you always belanja me whenever we were out together. I treat you like my 'ayah-angkat'. If i knew this will happen, I will surely visited you in hospital yesterday night.

I can't help myself but to cry in the school. I just don't know what to do. I can't even think straight and was all stunt. I felt paisey after i cried. Serious, my classmates have seen me cry! ohmy ! But, they are so sweet. I tell you, they are soooo sweet people and I'm touched. The way they console me are so sweeetttt and i even cried moreeeee. Thanks for lending me your shoulder to cry on, listen attentively, cry with me and concern about my well being. I really love my friends..........

At this particular moment, there's no one else in my mind except nenek. I just miss her now. Somehow, thinking about her will surely can make me smile. Miss you, nenek. Uncle, i hope you are in better place now and rest in peace. We will miss you.
Al-fateha.


{Tuesday, June 3, 2008 , 8:19:00 PM}


If you ask how am i feeling right now? Frankly, i am disappointed with what has happened. I am truly kecewa gilerrr. I'm all excited about the trip to Bali, which is today, but i cancelled. Uh huh! I cancelled it 4 hours before i suppose to fly. Due to matter that can't be avoided..so its a last minutes take that it's pretty hard for me to make. I really want to cry my lung out or head-banging perhaps?

Gosh, somehow it affected my day today. A lot! I didn't give my fullest attention to my dance practise, since i did get to go Bail, i went for my practise. I kept doing mistakes and i utterly mad at myself for letting this bothering my mind.
I just don't feel to talk to people for this moment especially about this.

I guess, people don't understands me. You should cheer me up instead of making me feel lagi down seyy. Thou' it just a comment but somehow it hurts my feeling cos you are saying it at the wrong time. Anw, thanks to those who have been trying to make me smile (:

I don't know why i feel so freaking disappointed and mad but i don't blame anyone for this. I really don't blame you for this matter. Things happen for reasons and i believe in parents' blessing & it's not my time yet to travel to Bali for now..or maybe something gonna happens and the one above don't let me go. Who knows, he knows the best after all.


So it's a bless and I'm still here with my love ones. Now, im looking forward for holidays, i reallllyyy need break time!


Hye, my horoscope today says what I'm facing now. Same beb !



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