Sesungguhnya aku amat merindu Ibuku yang sangat aku cintai. I'm missing her thousands much more than this morning. Families from Malaysia came down, overnight at my house. It's another family reunion, very memorable one. Everyone took the initiative to sent Mak. They took off-day from work etc. At 10am we sent her off to Airport. Before that, a guy from the nearest mosque, Azan for Mak and Do'a for her safety while performing her Haj later and for us who she gonna leave for a month. Very peaceful moment. He have the-merdu-voice when he Azan. Just like the Azan that we always hear in the radio, sama! Indeed it's true, there's no other songs can relax your heart and mind except for Azan. Salam-ed Mak before she went out from the house, asked her to call home when she reached at Mekka..but she insisted. I hugged her like nobody business, sobbing like a kid. BOO!

Reached Airport T2 Row7. Was damn pack with other Jemaah. I don't want to miss any seconds to be with her, right by her side before she went in. I hold her arms thru'out..except when people want to take pictures with her..hehe! When the time is up, once again i cried cried cried. I don't care if any mat-mat was looking at me or what, all i care was to be with her for that period of time. I kiss-ed her cheeks, seek forgiveness and I hugged her tightly ; never want to let her go. Aunt have to pull me and advised not to do this. "Don't let Mak feels heavy to leave us. She's going for a very good reason. Let her concentrate in doing her Haj and finish it peacefully"

Well, they are right. Shall be proud and support her. I cried and hugged her like-so-tight because i afraid i might miss her alot. But i guess, it still the same..i miss her even more now. She still insisted when i asked her to call home upon reaching at Mekka :'( don't ask me why. She also insisted on giving her number to us..Haiz! So sad lor!

I'm the most 'cenggeng' girl who cried like a baby today among all.

But no matter what, I'm still waiting for her call one day. I will wait. Told Adik not to talk on the phone too long, afraid Mak can't get thru' when she call. I will always pray for your safety, do take care of your health coz the weather over there are different from Singapore (: Your lovely daughter here miss you tons more each day, not to forget Ayah Abang Adik plus Girl-Girl too.

Have a safe journey to and fro. Come back home soon ..

Labels: kenduri selamat

was tagged by Iyan to do this quiz.

Rules & Regulations:
#01 - Each player of this quiz starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about you. #02- People who gets tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
#03 - At the end of the day, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
#04- No tags back!

1. im inlove with MrChocolates, the only thing that can makes me happy (:
2. love dancing, that's my passion
3. im obsess with pink and cutey stuff, serious!
4. i can be loud at times and laugh like an idiot. LOL!
5. dislike showing my unhappiness no matter how hard it is to me.
6. i love to twirl my hair. (don't ask me why)
7. i behave like a kid despite im eighteen :(
8. i am a veryyy sensitive girl, for goodness sake!
9. i appreciate friendship more than relationship.
10. dream place to go, PARIS!

Ten People:
1. Lina
2. Farah
3. Ela
4. Atikah
5. Yana
6. Azura
7. Nyza
8. Firah
9. Hazyrah
10. Syafiq

Sorry guys, just do this and pass it on.
TAKE CARE :D

Labels: Art Under The Stars feat RP

Today, class ended at 10plus. Just came to school for that Rope Adventure. Pathetic. No ICA, No HRA since Rope Adventure will take more than an hour. No BCM too because Ms Annie is not feeling well. Get well soon our Rosey Cheek hehes! So, i had great time doing the basic high element. Wonder next week which element will be next. Overall, syiok yet scary but I'm proud that i can do it *claps* Then proceeded to Bedok Mac with friends. Had our breakfast-lunch. After few weeks been going back home late night, today the first time reached home at 12plus..happysss!

But tomorrow back to normal routine. Will be having our Full-dress Rehearsal cum Preview. I'm very excited for this Friday. Goodness, i really looking forward for it. Hope everything goes smoothly on the day itself. I am nervous, very nervous. It's a mega concert so, of course audience are expecting excellence from all of the performances. Damn bloody menyeramkan !
Not to worry, we will give the very most best for this. Not going to waste all those hard time we go thru, sleepless nights and body aching moments ha-ha-ha .
Wishing us GOODLUCK (:

Let turn back the time, twist and turn (: Back to the ol'dies days.
Lastly, all tickets are sold out.

It always this case. When you already in the state of confusion, there will always be another problem awaits you. I'm all busy with my projects and assignments, my whole mind will be occupied with it. It an absolute wrong way to make a decision in this state. How can they expect me to decide when I'm all like this? I really can't think of anyway that good for us. Really can't especially when you hear different stories from that particular person and other's stories. Ain't that makes things more complicated? They still insist me to decide but to be frank, it will make things worsen. Cause those decisions are made with your mind in messed. High chance it's a wrong decision.

Sometimes, i feel that they are all selfish. Want things to be in their way without knowing or thinking if other's are badly affected by it or not. Do they ever think what this little heart would feel? They can't expect me to tell them how i feel every now and then. Cause im the type who won't express my anger or sadness to people easily. Just put yourself in my show, and you will know. But i understand, everyone wants everything to be perfect..wants things to be done as fast as possible. The fastest the problem solved, the better it will be. And i believe once everything is settled, there's this tinny regret feeling deep down inside for not taking other choice for sure..for not doing this and that previously...for not saying this and that earlier etc. It always like this !

So I'm deeply sorry if what i do lately, makes things worse for you and me, things more complicated and makes you more confused plus difficult for you. I never meant anything :(

Been listening Puspa-ST12. If only there's a guy who are like the one in this song, "Alangkah bagoossss nye" Ahha! Sanggup tunggu etc bla bla bla. But sadly, there are no such person exists. This is reality world after all.

I'm all over the place now.

HAPPY 18TH, AINI ! (the one in Blue)

Aini, Wo Aini haha!

Stay Cute always kays..!

Hope you like the lil-surprise celebration from us.

And aku sungguh jealous.com Die dapat BIG Winnie The Pooh..besarrrr giler.

I just inlove with Saturday and Sunday ! Because that's the only days, save me from school and other busy-ness moments. Can wake up late evening,
like today..woke up at 2pm (:
My weekends was well spent, happy happy. Supposed to have an outing with family today, with mum but she's too tired and not well. Gave her good massage just now, sayang kamu!

So end up shoppping with adek only. I just feel like going out today. Really, janji dapat kuar da happy haha! Wanted to go Far East to buy that gladiator..but this lazy girl too lazy to travel there...so we make our way to Bugis instead. Bought two t-shirt only and off hommy.

By the way, Im all excited for this Friday. Got to get my head in it, give all i have and brush up steps for sure! Last week before the day and I believe, practise makes better. So got to practise harder guys...

Nytes !