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{Sunday, March 30, 2008 , 11:07:00 PM}


harloo! I'm back to myself after like more than hundreds times I've been thinking about all the bullshit thang. Friends told me "not worth crying".... i bet you're true. Shall not cry and upset about tiny winy stuff. Nevertheless, should thanks to what had happened as it taught me to be strong girl even more. I'm all active happy and hyper kueen. My prediction is so right. Look at the tag board, she all mad mad mad at me lor. Like i told ya..I'm confused with myself too. Don't blame me but I'm alright now. NO worries lovely. Thank q for mad at me. Aha. A friend of mine said its not good to let out your feelings here because blog cant response you back. So I must talk to human beings to every problems and whatever i want to say. cool! paling kekek ; I should bother friends. Thats what frends are for. best or what? So friends beware, I'm coming .


Family outing for today is confirm on. Yessa ! & since I'm all good mood, shall belanja-ing my whole family todayy. Surprise uhs? Indeed. To where ? I had no idea. Theyy shall decide thenn. So, as usual, say that I'm good daughter & good sister to my both parents and siblings. go on..say it!

Anyhoos, yet to buy my school stuff siaaaaaa. Hmm, shall see if mak wants to belanja me on that. If not, cash from me againn. Shaikes, will go bankrupt pretty sooooonnnnnnnn. Tonight i might accompany mak to her Haj class at dont know which mosque. me? yes me! Insyaallah .



Annnnnddddd high chances that i would change blogskin soon. again? Aha, you bet! I love this blog skin of mine a lot much but since I'm free for this moment, i shall look for another one. save time pe. Aha...cam paham la nana! aiyaa, hati manyak sukaa lor jadi saya tukarrr laa. takra boleh kah ?





Bye, manishati (sweetheart)


{Friday, March 28, 2008 , 9:57:00 PM}


finally i cried my all out yesterday night. i felt soo good.

big thanks to yan for comforting me & the effort to make me laugh. this will be first and last time i bother you kays. friends, thank you for asking me and hell concern about me. I'm sorry for making you people sick worried about me. im just being over-sensitive over trivial matters & i realised it too. er, i am sensitive in the first place.

unexpected things happens here and there & i don't know how am i going to break out of all these. I'm soo confused with myself too. not surprise if I'm not being myself lately. get pissed off easily over miny little things. silly me, i knoww ! sorry to minority of you. didn't intentionally throw my tantrum and scolding you. I'm truly sorry .

girlfriends will surely soo mad at me if they read this. as you know, i dislike sharing my sadness to others. that's the reason why i didn't tell you girls.
chocolates do make me out of control. asri is right ! need to do something about it. maybe i must eat candy instead ahas. but no matter what, i will not allow asri to destroy chocs! they're my sweet-pain killer lols . need to get myself busy so that I'll have no time to think of what i shouldn't think :D

kays today went to toa payoh with beloved cousin . her hp need to be service . speaker problem..
then walked walked. since i have not eaten my breakfast, when to the night market (pasar malam) bought some foods. gee, people were looking at me because I'm eating while walking hahas. who care, im famished anyway ! went to library, borrowed two books. a middle-age man approached me. asking me to search a Malay book for his maid. i recommend one of my favorite love novel lorr ahas. I'm a good girl as always :D off to home sweet home . & cantek, family outing was postponed to tomorrow. like again ! wadeve .




Bye sweethearts


{Thursday, March 27, 2008 , 11:39:00 PM}


crazy or what? guess I'm going crazy right now. I'm too higggghhhh for few days. been eat-ing things called 'chocolates' for four days in row! somebody please tell me that im crazy....
in fact I'm happy whenever i ate them. the only thing that bothering people aroud me is that, sometimes i OK sometimes i KO...some sort like mood swing. will change without warning. hahas
during my convo with friends thru' msn, i get pissed off easily and keep on majok-ing lorr..what the fish me! nonsense kan kan kan..asri is sooo gonna destroy all chocolates because chocolates makes me out of control. WAH! NO-WAY MAN! you cant destroy them! if you dare, you're no longer my friends uhs! hahahs....im threatening you wokay. lames!



went school. got speech day. bought for my girls muchy donut. but i ate most of the chocolates flavor gitu HAHA. girls, do say that im good ok. hahahs. prasan npk! i simply jealous with their dance steps lor. super modern..not like our days. joget kampung, joget basic steps etc etc. back to the story, they did pretty well & I'm proud of them. one part they dance with mask on. wah liao ! sungguh cool dot com. no matter what, I'm happy for a moments. he'd smile at me & I'm so higgggghhhhhhh !! girlfriends please stop teasing me. i paisey paisey laaa...
get to meet my teletub ! i miss her so bloody muuccchhh la oi!
anyhoos, sorry for leaving without goodbye-ing you girls. need to rush back home.

reached home. soo freaked out ! before that, msg-ed adek if outing with family in the evening on or not. she replied " mak kap boleh..sebrg..kau kat ane? " meaning, its on kan. that's why i rushed back home. sekali... fuhh make my blood go up stairs! im so kecewa sekejap uhs. no need to elaborate this freaking part.



to whom it may concern, stop your prank calling me! its so not effing fun or enjoy-ing. don't waste ur house/hp bill & waste time doing this thingy. i know I'm kueen so there's no need for you to make me more famous kan! no brains people. blueks!

mixed feelings for today. happy mad sad giler & super hiiggghhhhhh :D





HAPPY BIRTHDAY GALFY ZURAIDA :D
i simply miss you, pantat !




Bye, sweethearts!



{ , 3:19:00 PM}


went out to kovan Mac to settle my payment for the chalet which is on the 2th-4th april. but i will not be overnight..just go for the BBQ on 3th April. ahahs. miss my ex class-mates muchh. such a bitchy-notty class in the school back then.

after that, straight head off to prime deli. bought 1 packet of chocolate fudge.
seriously, I've been craving for that since past few days. & yes, craving over! yummy and I'm gonna get high in an hour. hahahs. stay away from me !

thought of coming down to hougang green. my friends will be playing soccer. too bad, no one wants to accompany me. takkan nak gi sorang sorang kan, tak syiok gitu kan kan kan. furthermore, its rainiiiinnnggggg now.
better for me to stick my butt at home and continue eat-ing my chocolate fudge.
so..........plan was cancelled.

er, whats more? ohyah, most likely i'll will going for the speech day tomorrow.
hear that my girls will be performing so can't miss that.

thanks galfy for making me remember-ing my past. hmph! missing all those moments we shared and i miss your face muchh! I'm all emo-ing right now. listening to jiwang songs....
can't deny that we used to be sweetheart. in fact, we're sweet ! haha prasan npk prasan npk !
if only i knew that we will end up this way, its better for us to be friends in the first place. boo :/

wait, at kovan saw a group of policeman with their rifles. there's police's van & bus too. ya, somehow like bus. hahas. i really want to laugh my ass out!
still searching for that mas selamat kastari . where the hell is that man, man? makes life difficult and now he's nowhere to be found. oh god! what if he's planning to bom singapore?! plaining to do something even more dangerous for us?!! wah!
Allah, please keep us safe ! aminn...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GALFY IJAH :D

i lovvveeeee you much much ! muacx !


Bye, sweethearts :D


{Wednesday, March 26, 2008 , 12:50:00 PM}


my morning turns out to be effing suckish! bullshit!
blame to my over slept and i silent my hp.
if not i could hear my 12 missed calls and 2 messages.
kak zana,kak ina and kak huda called me to inform that there's show in the evening at taman..
due to my late response, they found my replacement. grrrrr!
and its always last minutes they inform me.
i want to perform cause i had no plan for today. and now? bahhh!
borinnnngggggggg !
happy or what? my fault or what?
if i perform, after that, i want to buy double choc at mccafe.
& buy new watch for myself at bugis. asshole!
i even pray hard that the one who replace me last min cant make it. i know i'm evil.
but its my second time didn't perform. i want i want i want !!
hopefully next week there's another show. i want to perform okays?!
need to talk to someone. guess mak are the only one i can talk to for now. mummy help!
that's all for my morning f-bullshit morning post. pardon my language. i'm freaking out.

PART 2
guess i get worked up over trivial matter. my mak told me,
"tak baik kap bodo. bukan rezeki kau nk uat camne"
yea its true! just not my luck to perform today. so lets forgive & dun forget HAHA.
everything fine after i ate Kit Kat. woohoo ~
crazy or what? i think I'm crazy lor.
then watched f-funny video sent by my galfy. effing funny !
mcm momok mcm momok nye part. mak kau tkleh angkats gue.
overall, my day was great except for the morning suckish moments.


Bye toddlers.
love you :D


{Tuesday, March 25, 2008 , 11:17:00 PM}


didn't know few words that i used here might hurt minority of my readers.. since day1 post. hmmms, well...from the bottom of my heart, its was unintentionally being used and im sorry for that. i guess you people should understand when someone in full of hatred, they tend to 'maki hamun' anyone. so ya, im sorry. at times, i do use wtf wth etc..it doesn't mean i meant it directly. sometimes in jokes, i forget to use 'hahahas'..get it? hmmm...



nvm, people wont understand anyway.
basically, after for almost 3 weeks im dead sick, i get my butt to see doctor. mak called home in the morning just to remind me to go clinic. abang also remind me. nak tak nak, aku pergi jugak. if i know im getting better after eating those medicine, dah lame aku gi. lols.
since no kind soul sent me chocolates, i went to searching for it. bought 3 chocs but CHOCOLATE FUDGE TKDE! kiwakk. naseb aku malas nk jalan gi heartland..lau tk aku da beli 1 packet ! hmph! never mind, i will buy it for sure soon :D
currently, busy asking my galfys when they free. * miss & wanna hug them* ade jugak plan plan but few cant make it..so we have to postpone to other day cause i want every single of them to turn up for the outing. insyallah....





sarangheyo.


{Monday, March 24, 2008 , 6:07:00 PM}


im happily attact to him :D
i miss his wonderful smell which always linger in my life.
he the only one who always mend my heart when i am hurt.
he the one i turn to when i needs help.
he never failed to cheer me up when im down.
his true colour are the most that i adore.
the special power in him attract me too muchh :D
god! im carving for him!
i adores him and never do i scared to say that im in love with him right now.
yes to the world...




IM IN LOVE WITH HIM!
the only one ; chocolatessss.....


haas, you think who huh? aiyoo. can some kind soul send me chocolatessss ?
im tooooo lazy to drag my butt out from house.
im carving for chocolates now. ya, chocolate fudge, double choc @ mcccafe, choco donut, kitkat etc. can can can?
anyhoos, received call from kak huda. asking me to perform with her @ taman tomorrow.
hell yes i want ! but my sickness are suckish for real.
so i rejected ! BOO :/

Bye



{Sunday, March 23, 2008 , 4:37:00 PM}


Lagenda raden mas was super great incredible enjoyable memorable superb best and wadeve you call it. but mostly it was a blast! thou im still sick, i manage to give my all out on the day only at night show. there two show first show at 3pm another at 8pm. i admit i didnt give very my best on the afternon show. despite my sore throat, i scream my lungs out during the lanun sene. hahas. i felt good so i when out of the stage to scream again hahahas lols. at night was the most great show ever. even abg adel says so. now i can have my good rest. yipee! i have missed out my routine shows on tv..especially pesta pesta pesta. da tk dpt ngok live then ulangan pon tk dpt ngok! hmph! continue: sleeping beauty, proper meals etc for two weeks. & my sickness due to my everyday practises. yes yes i must say. for 4 days before the show, i had only burger for my meals & not forgetting my best friend, mineral water. especially two days at the Victoria theater for rehearsal. wah, cheese burger, sausage muffin and mcchicken, thats all i ate. they did provide us breakfast & dinner but i insisted of having mcd. whos fault? hahas. received lotsa compliments abt this show. thanks. personally it was a touching story especially when raden mas was killed. i almost cried when im on stage. very splendid job. && during packing, i lost my eyeliner ! gosh, it missing! mane uh..sape yg 'teramek' gue nye eyeliner? please, do return it to me. hahahas.
ohyah, i pray to god that my cough wont spoilt the show and yes, it didnt! my throat behave well during the raden mas funeral scene..we need to be silent as showing our respect and vocal thingy. i didnt cough you know for both show. yessa! good throat but back to normal again after that till now! what the f.

anyhoos, there's some disappointing moments/incidents that i wont mention here. since im a good girl, i shall forgive and wont forget about it. yaa quite offence me a lot but i uat bodo jee. i know where im standing. okays, moving along. i would like to thank Mdm Som Said for giving me opportunities to be involved in this mega production. to kak huda, you have help me thousand times in letting people know the talent in me. thanks! lastly, uab juniors, kakaks & abangs, lighting/sound man, stage producer, kumpulan gamelan, abg2 silat, foreign artistes, mbak riska, pak daeng (caretaker of 'makam raden mas ayu') & to all individuals who involved..you people did a good job and i have much fun times with everyone of you. thanks for the memorable moments :) and to my shool-mates thanks for watching the show. love u girls! but after the show you girls kenape teros alek? all the performers went out to see their friends/fans. sume jumpe kawan, family dorg...aku je tkde org nk jumpe sehh. sad case!
since i have no one, aku selit2 dgn kawan sesape. wawawa..tk tau malu. but at least i have one fan. kak huda's niece. kak huda told me " die suke kau la raihanah" she love me so much..so i dukung her. her name, sharifa insyirah! dapat jumpe ramai artist jugak. suke aku!

after show, help out to clear the stage, things, the messy room ahas. then, the uab juniors when singapore river lepak-ing. didnt join them cause my head give my probs! so gagak, awis and me train back home together. except for gagak, he took the green line while we took the red line. so ya, bid faewell to him. he being kind enough to me but still never failed to irritated me since i had sore throat. yakdush.


okays, gonna have a good rest and proper meals again. i wanna go out with galfy friends. many many things to gossip-ing about. have to patch up thing i have miss out. & i seriously wanna watch movies!
raden mas theme song stuck in ma head!


{Tuesday, March 18, 2008 , 2:30:00 PM}


yaww! im sick lately. ya sick sick sick. wth! guess im soo working hard for upcoming event & end up be a sick ladyee now and then. drinking plain now, pity me. taking medicine and enough sleep didnt help me to recover soon. arggh. sad case huh.
having dance practise for almost everyday since last week. praying wednesday will be our off day. but not sure if i can recover by this Thursday. i dont want to spoilt the fulldress rehearsal with my irritating coughing, whats more for the day itself -.-'

massive headaches is coming back home. gosh! whats becoming to me man? my throat is another sad case. & i sooo feeling down. sudden mood swing since last few days. sorry if i've been acting weirdly, ignored you, talking rubbish, and annoyed any of you guys lately. BIG sorry from me. i tried to be a happy girl. sadly, i cant. but im still hanging on to it. am i?



im in bad state for sure.




{Monday, March 17, 2008 , 11:29:00 PM}


well oh well, nothing interesting for today. touch-up session was okay. i really put my head in it & end up im too focus till im lost. like again? haas. get to talk with my new friend from indonesia. gue lupa sik name nya tapi enggak apa apa ya esok gue tanya lagi. she's 17 yet she looks mature. not like me still like kebudak budakkan. she asked for my name and here what she replied " kok namenya yang seperti penanyi barat tu ya? " so random. talked to her like indo indo also. last scene we need to do some vocal thingy. sadly, my coughing are making me sound suck alot! tak leh tarik panjang cos im having a throat pain & now my throat even pain. guess, im so gonna sick again. BIG no! conversation between abg murah and me :
eg 1 : he screamed right beside my ears during the 'lanun scene' which we have to run about and scream cause those pirates are attacking us. he followed me and continuously scream. -.-'

eg2 : this one i cant mention cos like someone says 'never reveal your weakness' so ya. sorry.

eg 3 : was about to go home, he asked if the guy outside the room is my boify or what? aku blank! looked outside and he's not my boify! i dont have one anyway! told him " ape je abg murah. tu bukan boyfriend kite la. what only" haas..he said "tau, saje je" DUSH!

train home alone. reached home, on laptop & chat. another practise tomorrow and can someone temani gue? cause i need to take MRT and i sooo phobia at CITY HALL-BUGIS station. ARGH! enuff about that. my throat feels hot and my mom suro me makan ice-cream untuk cool it down. hmmm, sadly again...its making my cough even worse. goodness! and my flu is back again. so, HELLO FLU! -.-"





{Sunday, March 16, 2008 , 1:03:00 AM}


im so inlove `with you by chris brown! i dont know why but it kept playing in my mind
(:
Oh!I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel..
What I feel when
I'mWith you
Girl..With you



SELAMAT PENGATIN BARU TO MS HARYANI & HUSBAND!

sesungguhnya, cikgu kesayang gue ni looks so damn-bloody-tkleh-angkats gorgerous! too bad we cant make it on time to take pictures with you in your room. BOO! but at least we did took a picture with all the malay dancers(: superb sweet! i almost cried while i salam her and kiss her both cheeks. rase terharu and im happy for her too. kahwin jugak cikgu cute aku ni! so, when's mine? hmmm haahs! met our teachers and ms ida, im so cant wait for the baby to born which in 2mths time right? hmm, comfrim comel! pastu i was aimming for the prawn black pepper! i kept saying " bile nk makan ni?? udang aku nga tunggu aku tuh! nape la ramai org ni! isk! " hahas. my girls ignored me. obviously da tk kuase nk layan aku..but i was damn hungry ok! pape wish her all the best..kekal hingga ke akhir hayat & beyond. hope dapat anak anak yang comel bangat & uat la cam 1 team bola ke :D jkjk.

(i almost laugh here. thats y my mouth turn out to be like that shit. lol)


then, had effing fun time with my girls(sisterbiols) like i say, spent time with love ones is not a waste! i just hell-missing my girl so much because our last outing was like 74623947134 days ago gagaga (: & finally we meet up. yes, its hard for all of us to make a day out due to our busy-ness..thanks to ms haryani's wedding ocassion that makes us reunion again. opps, wait..not ms anymore mrs suhaimi. HAHA! we had our photo session at the void deck! banyak gambar kite snapped including those blooppers and candid shot wahahah!

its 4.15pm. i was told that there will be another rehearsal at 4pm for those who going to mrs suhaimi's wedding. worse, i continued lepak-ing with my girls. this is the only chance i had to be with them. time ticks and its already 5 plus. WAAH! this time i really have to move my butt off and byebye to my girls :(
kanchong rushed back and off ! told myself die die i must reach before 6pm. cantek cantek sampai kol 550pm. pweff! almost 2hrs late..hahas. da lambat uat muke innocent. nana...nana...

managed to cover up what i miss-ed druing my 2hrs late..except for the last part.
kak marina told us what we're lacking at & every word she says, goes right inside my brain. i just wanna improve my dance skill and show that i can do it too! abg adel said that 'im too chingay' hmmm, meaning im too lively in every part? including those sad scene im lively?? pikir balik mane ade seyy..then kak marina kap ' raihanah u should feel your role as org kampong. have the mood. during couple scene, you must enjoy!' so which is which? am i too chingay or what? aiyo. confusing la deh. wadeve. tady gue da uat yang terbaik & try my best to follow their expectation. tomorrow will be having another touch-up session at evening. ok good. im so gonna put my head in this.

gagak love to 'menyakat' me alot. tady byk mkn hati ngan die. hahahas. weneve he bylly me, i'll shoot him back by saying sumthg. hahas. i wont take it to heart la. ade phm? next time amalkan selalu :D finished at 0930pm. train home with fauzi but he alighted at sengkang, im at kovan. while walking back home, chat with galfy. glad to say, we can smile widely now. & during our conversation, i cried. but it so good news to me we're friends again :)))))






cholobeteh :D


{Saturday, March 15, 2008 , 1:46:00 PM}


current mood : high



heyhey! yesterday full dress rehearsal was cool. orang kampong nyer costumes sungguh hobit dan tk lawa hahs. supposed to end at 930 but we're 1hour late luhh. and countless times stepped on the nail. banyak paku terkeluar sak! hopefully the next pract is not there..tk sesuai langsung. incident at the MRT memang membuat aku takot nk naik MRT lagi. sungguh. semalam aku betul2 was-was dengan semua orang HAHAHAH *swink*

lately, im not being me due to my sickness. people asked me A i answered Z -.- sometimes, i dont even know what the world am i talking. rubbish! owaes get lost in conversation gituu, bah!
wad am i thinking man..BLANK!





last warning! my abang is the most irritating creature to the max laa! the same old questions & i ignored him hahahahas! let see if he still continue to be an annoying human being in the world (: went to hougang mall. tagged along with mak adek. bought my stuff & belanja them makan. hmm, mayb im super good mood today! my oh my, i mish my emo-ing boy much now. dont ask me why. sudden feeling. && i super cant wait to see my deary tomorrow! wuuhooo~

and ms fairy dont get over-stress & nervous. anyhoos, we will try our last best to come over at the right time so that we will not miss any single thing. can imagine how gorgeous you will look tomorrow. WHOA!


PART 2
gue feel sooo isolated! everybody busy with their own stuff/life & utterly forget about me. dont care if im all ok or not. im down or up? im happy or distress? aiyoo.
anyhoos, received msg from kak marina. there will be full dress rehearsal again due to ketidaksempurnaan yesterday. so repair session at 2pm to 6pm....then running prog with our foreign guest artist at 630 - 930. ok great! clash with my meeting with deary gitu. told kak huda that i will join in late at 6. GOOD! no problem with that hahas.


okays...im all excited now!









sayonara :D


{Friday, March 14, 2008 , 4:36:00 PM}


happy monthsary to galfy mar & adel shah!
hope this sweet couple last longgg & beyond :D all the best ok !
&& remember " orang yang bersabar akan disayangi oleh ALLAH swt "
hahs. quote from galfy mar(:


today will be having fulldress rehearsal at YMS arts centre. seriously i dont know where it is located at so will be going with my friends. hahas. & hopefully no bad incidents happens. cos i dont want my hands belebam again lols. okkays, my massive headaches da kurangs. good. can forcus on my dance rehearsal yay!
to my sore troat last warning eh!?..tkmo nk mcm mcm. i wanna talk la. denki tol! hahas
insyallah i will get a new hp soon (: good good good !
anyhoos, should i go for my class chalet? hmmm, i wanna go but my galfy seems cant make it lurr. aiyo.


lastly, my abg was damn irritating-nk-mampos to the max!!! sungguh membingitkan dan memekak dot com.
was bullied by him..pity my head. jady mangsa nye! WAHHH! kepala aku ni bayar fitrah tau! hmphh!

chalobeteh :D


{Thursday, March 13, 2008 , 9:08:00 PM}


current mood : bored


hyehye! went to meet my galfy wati and galfy isah. happy la sehh. they asked if wanna to meet up or not..so since i was bored, yes lurr! 1 hr later meet them @ my void deck. actually we have no plan so wati wanna meet her admire at kallang..so we follow her la. before that, meet him at bedok xchange sbb die skul pat ite bedok. then, took bus 7 to his hometown. kwangkwangkwang! dlm bus cam biase kecoh. then lepak-ing at pine close sane. de free show gitu kan..wati and hys admire was the one yg cam-whore. isah and me like movie-ing pat sane. pity him cos he kena bullied by wati. cubit sana sini..rase belebam juga satu badan die. dalah, kurus hahas. kesian kesian! wati u should reduce your cubit-ing..sungguh kesian aku pt dier. then he antar us ampai pat bustop && blablabla.
reach home at 8.30 and kepala aku da start pening. ya, my sickness strike again. mak die btul! flu cough and praying that i didnt get sore throat. tkmo la..nnt nk bbual punye la seksa. si gagak tu lagy suke la kacau gue =.= like what i mentioned at my previous post, i've changed my blogskin :D hahas. tukar lagi? huhuhuhu

thats all...wanna eat my medicine. ramai orang da memekak pat aku suro makan hahs! i will. thanks for ur concern anyways :D and maybe turn in early today(like real)maybee........



chow :D


{Wednesday, March 12, 2008 , 11:47:00 AM}


current mood : lazy bum bum.


just reached hommies and took my bath oready ok! i got alot of things to post here. haha.


nothing much dat made my day except for the running programme for radin mas. happpening and real. with the lightning sound music all complete. as in not that really complete but i was amazed with it. i can visualise how it works during the day itself. comfirm tk rugi and the main actors/actresess sungguh mendalami watak dorg. one word to describe REAL. yaw, 4 of my friends was interview-ed by suria's news..kwangkwangkwang. they were panic so do i. but i was panic-for-nothing ahhas. suria will broadcast about todays rehearsel but dont know when. hahas. so i have 2 tickets for radin mas at $20 each. anyone? ohya, my left arm got this one patch lebam. why? i crush-ed with someone during lanun scene where we have to run like crazy..with worried expression cos the lanun attacking our village. padan muke aku! can we have this rehearsel everyday hahas. im so excited oready (:



btw, never did i realised that actually within 2months i have 3 jobs sekali gus!! hahas. rabak la kan. but now left with 1 job which is the radin mas thingy.
so received my pay for the 1st job. sungguh gembira saya. nk beli macam macam uh. nk ngok wayang jugak!


to that fucking pervert man : will be hate by me forever! so tk senonoh and thanks to that abg2 came to rescue. kamu bacin ok! this pervert act to squeeze in to that already-sardin MRT while his hands starts to do-business. goodness sake! you're insane! FCUK la oi! incident happened at city hall-bugis. BOO :


anyhoos, i wanna apologise about my previous post. think back,i somehow childish and self-fish at times. galfy said what i did is right. as a true friends, there should neve have any secrets. ya, right! but this is so not right. wadeve pon, i wil sort things out asap. no more pretending. so decided to delete that post. sorry galfy. im too self-fish in this matter :(

about that two guy, i found out who they are. good la. and the guy who msg-ed me, msg-ed me just now:




him : "raihanah, actuali i got something to confess. the story tat i got ur number from asri i just a lie"
me : " i know about it. and u got my num from ........ 's boyfriend right? hahas. kesian eh yg name asri tu jadi mangsa. isk3. tk patut tk patut"
him > " i guess i showed bad impression to them and you huh. im sorry about it.

wahahaha. wth. funny guy. SETTLE. & now new 'new-friend' wanna knl2 with me. wth. lepas satu, satu balak datang! bingit la kan. feel like wanna change number la wei! MTL(mepek tk layan)



er, what else? i starting to hate my blog skin. lalalalala...changing soon c:




ITS DIDI'S BIRTHDAY TODAY LA OI (:



sayonara :D




{Monday, March 10, 2008 , 3:48:00 PM}


current mood: sleepy, damn tired!


hyehye! sorry for not updating my blog. almost 1 week i MIA hahak. a lot of things berlaku & i have superb great time during my working days at IT show@suntec for 4days. GREAT! sungguh happening with people pushing and squeezing into the crowd. hahas...and countless time people keep on stepping my legs & pushing me too! get to meet my old-friends from SITEX'07. so glad to meet them & new friends too! nurul and ila faisal wilson(the cute guy) & jefrey! ohya, wenson didnt know we took hys picture gagaga. fun clan to hang out with....cabot-ing from doing out work and extend out break-time hahas...shh! and mostly, cowok gue! wuhuu! adorable la ok! i just enjoy every seconds chatting with ya and u never knoe how my heart smile happily. 2nd day same direction going back home and blablabla. enuff about that k..hah!
abg adel told me that he has been going to IT fair for 13 years and this was his first time saw the IT fair packed with people. goddness true! i was excused from werk for my dance practise and it took me 30 mins just to exit at the entrance..minus walking all the way to city hall MRT. gile siol! and thanks to that i was late for 20 mins!

yesterday was KAK HUDA's & KAK MARINA's birthday! so get to eat oreo ice-cream cake. YUMMY! then back off to werk again. hmmm...today no plan. so rot at home. anyhoos, im tired to go out! tho i slept for 11 hrs yesterday..i still sleepy. yes, sleepy! cos recently i didnt get enuff time to sleep due to the IT show lor. hahas! now time for me to concentrate on my dance practise. buck up on my dance standard. AHH! & i dont know how my number can fly to other ppl. this particular guy msg-ed me and wana kenalan with me. duhh..im lazy for this. hmm, my bro told me this another guy know his werking time and told him that i've meet his family before. mak ai! what telah happened seyy. malas gue nk layan ni sume hahahahs! mepek-mepek! yg pelik both are from the same estate. hmmmmmmm





sayonara :D


{Tuesday, March 4, 2008 , 12:16:00 PM}


current mood : pissed off

look how desperate you get! we ain't going anywhere beyond friends. no more or less. period. i told you once and more than that. still u cant understand every bits im saying. aiyo. good enuff that we're friends..which i appreaciate friendship more than relatipnship for now. what becoming with you dude? i hate to be force and worse you dont even understand me. thats enuff to show that we cant get along. well oh well, im afraid this kind of person. you're dangerous man for me now. the more you makes me feel uncomfortable, the more i gonna avoid you. perhaps hate? & FYI, if i hate that particular person, i will avoid you totally. yes, get that! sometimes you gives me pain in the arse! shaikes! give me space dude. and do whateve u want without related it to me. that all!

skip about that. my tagboard has gone dead. ya! it sadden me. hahas, long long time since my tagboard keep scrolling. BOO : and my fwenster moving along now. not boring anymore. which is great. *thumbs up* but its myspace now. gagaga. nothing interesting. my facebook? i rarely log in la..hais! anyhoos, i realise that my post isn't interesting at all. or shall i say my blog? gee, am i right?

bye!


{Monday, March 3, 2008 , 11:50:00 PM}


current mood: glad

my labby went wrong. no wait, not my labby, its either my internet connection or phone line at fault. ya, so not my labby wrongs for sure. wakaka, kaget skejap. everything way back as per after my genius mummy came to rescue.
ma'kasih ya ibu! sayang sama kamu! hehes, as you know, i cant move on without comp/laptop. will suffer and most probably die? haha, mepek! but true! i cant live without this handy-precious labby of mine. can suffer, the least.
moving along..gue capek sik sama anak2 yang bergelar lelaki. sungguh irritating.com. wadeve! anyhoos, im happy with my galfys la seh. semoga kalian bahagia then to galfy wati, dont make any rush decision thou i know you wont do it. be patient is the key girl. what else? erm, meeting up with my galfy ifah & galfy mar soon. this wed? i got something for ifah. JENG JENG JENG (:
YAY! SITEX coming its way! will be working 4days again this week. WOOHOO~ can meet my SITEX's mates again! miss them badly. ini sudah bagos. leh ketemu sama cowok gue deng!! hopefully my guiltiness towards org kuat 'mr junggle bells' will not affect my every moments later..hehe. maintain nana! ...


sayonara :D


{Sunday, March 2, 2008 , 7:45:00 PM}


current mood: sleepy tired.

its ernie erda birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNIE!
glad that im the very first to wish you. woohoo~
so enjoys!


{Saturday, March 1, 2008 , 7:41:00 PM}


current mood: vital

nothing is more good then spend time with your love ones. and finally, get to meet my galfy even for few moments. nothing more i ask for. happy that my rindu towards you girls is over. sadly, the rest not there. meet soon? on 16th march for sure! the day is so special for someone. new lifestyle; everything new. went to library, borrow book. 243794625 days since i last read books. ok, lying. guess by reading books back again, it will occupied my days. if not, this laptop will blast in no time ahas. we had our ice-cream and lepak-ed at nearest void deck. proceed to library again. meet with my baby pt traffic light. home sweet home.

"lagenda radin mas" is on today's berita harian. haha, im excited. if you people would like to watch it on the 22th march 2008, you can buy the ticket at VICTORIA THEATER for only $20 or call 62256070. and i was happy to hear that my yyss dancers will be coming down to watch it. will meet you girls la sehh! i can sure that it will be a good and interesting show. do bring your family friends and relatives too (: so what you guys waiting for, grab the tickets now!!

wadeve it is, cant wait for 16th march 2008..reunion will be back and special day for that someone. HAHA.

update again :D



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Turns oneyear older on 19sept
I'm talkative and happy-go-lucky
Appears strong but never will be.
Muslim and i proud of it.
Searching for sumthg that last long.
Currently happy with what i have.




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