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{Saturday, May 31, 2008 , 12:01:00 PM}


Amazing Race, the Quest'08 was just amazing. Volunteered myself for the 1st check-point. I need to crawl while Liana hold my legs. It's not easy, you know. I slipped after i reached the end point then, i have to blow the balloon till it burst! I blow like-hell, the balloon just won't get any bigger but luckily it burst! Slight injured at my both elbow, naseb kaki yang luka tk kena time ku jatuh. Alhamdulilah!

Haniz, thanks for piggy-back me during our 2nd check-point. Sorry if i make your back pain. Told you not to laugh sehh! Aha, 5 laps therefore, since my team consists of 4 members, and me the smallest size(!), Yuhaniz and me had to go for 3 times....fulermakkk! Again, i slipped after i reached the end point. Aiyoyo!

We rap about NTUC, questions NTUC and know what, everything NTUC ! peninggggg aku.

Blablabla, watched performances..announce of the winners. I was freaking fed-up. The number was nearly close to mine. If not, i have won that Motorola hp, 4 goodies of cadbury and vouchers! Hais, bukan rezeki kusss. Goody bag are damn heavy siol. Botol air jer da tiga..we given free/discount coupons Milo etc.

Went escape. We have to go by today because the expire date is today. Kwang ajar kan. So have fun, screammm my lung out especially in the haunted house. Pada sesape yang aku tertarik tu maap la eh..tidak sengaja lurr ((: Off home sweet home !




HAPPY BIRTHDAY DASHIMA (:


{Friday, May 30, 2008 , 7:55:00 PM}


Mummy is away to Malaysia, again. Cousin's wedding this Sunday. Supposed to tag along with them but nasib i remembered i have Amazing Race tomorrow so ya, too bad la kan. Last minutes, adik following them, alik kampong. That means, i have have no one to bully at home. Will be sleeping alone for 3days
:( sad la kan. Haiss, will be very mendak-ing days.

Sat for my OFA exam today. Serious talking, I'm so gonna cry my hell out. I don't know what I'm thinking. I was all panic/kanchong and i guess i did much careless mistakes thou' it obvious, but i didn't realised. Baik ke pe?! Pfftt! But no matter what, you will never see my cry. My eyes all watery. Radhiah and Shana saw & they said "eh, tkmo nangis uh darling!!" Aha. Don't worry i wont let my tears drop, never. So what's done is done. I predict i did badly for my CA. Oh god! I printed/wasted a lot of papers siol tadi. Hopefully it will not cut my marks uh ! If not, i will get BIG egg for my OFA paper lur.

Anyhoos, i will be performing this 7june with my girls at white sand for the Dance Explosion. jyeah! My girls get through final(!) Thanks to you, who voted for them. Really much appreciated (: So, please do come down, give us support and there's more performance to check-it-out that night. *winks*

New project to be done. Deadline 4 June. How? Have I done anything about it? No! Aha, have not touch yet. Satu pon tk pegang! Best part, i becoming lazier each day. What's wrong with me? Feels like falling while walking too. Plaster pt kaki tk cukup lagi ke? Haiss, entah la eh -__-

Have a safe trip to and from M'sia dearest(s) (:


{Thursday, May 29, 2008 , 10:16:00 PM}


Here's those pictures that was taken when we
having group discussion at airport ..
plus performance at taman warisan.
Sorry no pictures taken during my performance at NAFA.
Enjoysss.....
AT AIRPORT

we are amazed with that HUGE fan!

(above and below!)

AT TAMAN WARISAN!






The end (:


{Sunday, May 25, 2008 , 9:20:00 AM}


It's been tiring hectic week for me. Been rushing for my both dance in secondary and ITE school. I slept in the bus and lucky enough i didn't overshot. So on the 24th May was my busyyy-giler day. Two performance in one day; in the afternoon and night. Not surprise to see me slacking or even sleeping in the class like nobody business. I'm tired, get it?

Back to track! Performance.
I truly disappointed with myself. Morning show was not what we expected to be. Things went wrong. What we practised all this while was just gone. Aha! Some last minutes changes due to something. grr ! I hate myself for not doing something to solve the problem. As a dancer, we have to act professional and expect for the unexpected. aiyoo.

After that, make way to NAFA. I just love the night Show! Splendid girls ! I love you girls(: but but but, i injured myself during rehearsel. How? Aha..you wish you were not there to watch my FREE_SHOW haha. Cam nangka busuk jatuh! Tepak sireh ter-flying siol. Paisey but i did continue with my steps. Then those part where i have to drag my knee, Ohmygod, painful! I have phobia to dance during the actual one. Scared i fall again la kan

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Now, my knee & elbow blue-black, two spot on my right knee hurt. I guess things happened this way bcos i didn't get enough sleep, no breakfast and i have to wake up as early as 530am. So that's the reason that my brain didn't function properly. Thanks Ain Faazila and Seha(betul tak spelling?) for the free massage. I need that yesterday and you girls came to rescue me Aha (: ma'kasih ye.

Pictures will be upload soon together with my outing with my ITE mates that i promise to upload in my previous post. But i didn't took any photos during my performance at NAFA :(

Kay Kay, i have enough with my tiredness. Any date? I need break, man! Mooo-vies anyone? Congkak? I need time for myself too. You know, like shopping chatting gossiping etc. You know i know...

So people, soo longgg.


{Monday, May 19, 2008 , 7:57:00 PM}


HELLO !
Woke up in the morning, washed myself and off to airport T2. I was late for 20 minutes ; 'star-karat' . Had group discussion with my mates regarding the 'role play' Aha, kecoh kecoh. Kueen, next time please do bring jacket/cardigan along if you going to Airport. I was freaking cold, shivering! Thanks Radhiah for your cardigan. Love you darlink ;)

Thank god, managed to get thru' Shima in the afternoon but she couldn't join us. Breakfast at MacDonald then make our way to Starbucks. Shana went for her work just after we started our discussion hahas. Couldn't contribute much for today. Especially me, all i did was taking pictures of them myself then disturb them, wth! Script have to be done by today because our CA want the draft by tomorrow if i not wrong. But then the scripts are not fully done yet cause our attendance are not full & with me around disturbing others. Aha, sorry!

Cum lunch. Have bite at Tamp...MacDonald again. Liana was craving for McSpicy since morning -_-'' Pedas ehk kak, sampai berpeluh kau Aha. Chit chat chit chat .. photoshot taken here and there...not to forget me with my over-confident feeling, end up make a fool of myself. Paisey uhs!
Bus to my homeplace & bus back to AngMoKio. Visit my aunty. She kindda having some problems. I hope you recover soon, aunt . Don't think too much over trivial matters. I know it's hard for you, but please be strong alright (: I will try to help you, insyallah .

Pictures will be upload, soon. Waiting for Liana to send me all the photo! Aha, i know i took a lot of stupid pictures hehs!
HAPPY VESAK DAY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH-KUSS ! ILY :D
All the best & May Allah bless awak .


Ever since i heard about you today, i think of you for the WHOLE day. I really don't know why but you are bothering my mind now. That's because i realllyyyyy care about you sweetie. Learning your situation makes me feels tak-tentu-arah. Yes, i am! I really wish that miracle happens ; coincidentally meet you somewhere out there. You used to share everything with me in every aspect ; homeworks/projects crush secrets life friends you & everything. but you all silent now. I hell worry! I DO I DO!! I pray that you will blog hop till at my site here and reading this. Girl, please don't react this way. I know you are in darkness & feels no one care for you nomore. I pray hard you will wake up & realise you mistakes someday. I care for you more than them. We care for you more than them.

Somehow, thinking about you do change my mood TODAY. & yes it is !

TATA


{Sunday, May 18, 2008 , 5:29:00 PM}


anak sape la tuh *grin*



I'm trying my best to be a better person each day i wake up. With God guide.

Calm, pure and stress-free is what i feel especially after i spent my almost 3 hours at the Hougang stadium this morning. Maulidur Rasul was held there with combination of two mosque ; En-naeem & An Nur. Yesh, I'm thankful that i managed to wake up this morning. Skipped my breakfast -__- Despite bright sunlight shone right on top of my head, i endured and continue reciting. Continue to stay put where am i without uttering complains. Alhamdullilah .

True, God have all your answers. Someone up above will answer your prayers. Will definitely hear all your problems. Turn to him when you need help. But never forget him after you have achieved what you want. At the end of the event, all of us was all wet; perspire like hell. Muke semua berkilat, gelap. We were all sun-tanning together Aha. Anyhoo, saw galfy lina and nisa and cikgu zuraida too :D

Bus back home with mummy aunt and sis. Took another bathe ((:

Yesterday evening spent time with friends. Lepak-ed near my home place. Had our dinner & off to void deck. Jokes will not be missed Aha. Know what, I've laugh for days. I even find that my laughter are irritating at times Aha. Don't know why la eyy. Trying to control my laugh right now. hmmm


Bye


{Friday, May 16, 2008 , 5:38:00 PM}


Hey readers.
Just woke up from my afternoon nap. I don't know when i fell asleep while i was watching TV. Guess i tired myself after hanging out with my mates at 'Kebun' Plaza @ Tamp. It is Open Plaza but i pronounced it as 'Kebun. Aha there's nothing wrong right. Asal aku bahgia sudah :D

Well can't denied i was disappointed when i got to know i could not participate for the Dance Xplosion'08 . The reason is because ex-student are not allowed to be involved. Phfft! But enough for me to perform with my girls at Nanyang Academic Festival Arts. jyeah! At least i get to step into that NAFA just to perform Aha. This Saturday is their prelim, i just hoping for my girls to get into final. GO girls! All the best & please do remember to smile (: This Sunday i was supposed to have another performance but then, due to some-leg-sickness (always cramp at anytime) i decided not to be involved. I reallyyyy wanted to but i just hate to be rush and learn all the steps in short period of time. It will make me feels 'kancong' and lack-confidence. And my friends advised me not to go too. Aha.

I dont know why my legs cramp for this WHOLE week. Thanks to P.E lesson, running on track and all those exercises ; arms body legs aching. Malay dance practises was just bad too. Anddd this morning before i woke up, my right leg stiff for no reason. wth! But good uh, that cramp managed to wake me in the morning..not sleeping yay!

Well, my assessment including my other class test .. not doing well enough! Soooooo disappointed in me. Thou' i pass but i know i can do much wayyyyy better than that marks. I put the blame on me. " If only i studied a bit more, surely i can do well '' Hais. Naseb la eh! Then my assignment i need to touch-up a bit. Add in more slides details etc. Baik kepe? Lepas satu balak, lagi satu balak lagi! Anyhoos, i guess i need to make my way down to a place call-ed library soon. Need to improve my vocabulary. I guess all good words i used to use no longer there and even forget the meaning of it. Oh dear, thats badddd !

I've watched ayat-ayat cinta. Rate : prefect good, thumbs up! Fahrin's patience love are so dashing. How he fight for his & other's right, his beautiful wife willingly sacrificed her marriage just to save others life. It was effing touched i tell ya! I cried and the storyline are just sweettttt. Prefectto babe! How i wish if there's really 'Fahrin' in this earth. Awww ....

Anything else i missed out?



HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GALFY-ISAH & GALFY-WATI (:

May God bless kamu!
Bye !


{Sunday, May 11, 2008 , 10:06:00 PM}


10 May 2008
Welcome Siti Nur Fatheha to this world. You are soooo damn cute with your soft hair and reddish face. Aha. Cute cute cute stuff !

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMMIES OUT THERE !

Mini party for mummy was cancelled. I asked her to pick a cake but she just dislike cakes. Any cakes that i bought, she won't eat. But but but i still belanja her makan outside nearest our hometown. During this very day, it should mummies who received presents but it's other way round. Mummy bought new hp chocolate for dad. cool uhs! Few months just bought hp and now change to chocolate hp. Aha. That touch phone simply makes me feels irritated always. Before i touch, it change to other site. Wth !
Overall, it was whoa! Mummy was happy so nothing else matter much haha. Mummy happy mother's day ! ILY ((: muackss !

Boify, i know its hard to let us go. It's verryyyy hard and painful to be separated with you. But i have to let you free. Thanks for your accompanied and we did shared fond memories together. Bitter sour and you know almost everything about me. Touched yet painful. Love, i really do appreciated you all this while. All this while you never far away from me. Despite your attitude, you had been a great boify & i just love you more. I still remember how i reacted when i utter my last goodbye to you. Don't worry about me. I will be alright here with just few adjustment here and there with new boify. Yes! Only that i worry about you. Pray you fine. I hope things will be better for me now.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKMAL !


{Friday, May 9, 2008 , 9:35:00 PM}


I don't feel like blogging but yet i want to. I just so stress-up with everything. Upset with everything around me. It's not the way i want and it used to be. With school's matter, life, friends and with myself too. I myself not sure why. I myslef confuse with me. And the questions keeps asking me for the answers.

I admit i am down. Really down i cried. Sometimes, i'm ok..sometimes i'm not. Maybe due to my mood swing. Recently I'm not myself. For no reason. I need space; space to breath ; space to be myself ; space to be alone. Can i have that? I need to go out and have fun. Have fun lepaks catch movies go shopping with my real friends.

When i in this state, i just want to cry. Cry till no tears ; shout my lung out.
Be all alone with no words from me. Feels no one really truly understand how i feel..understand me. Indeed, no one except for yourselves! I do not have the chance to be myself lately. Nothing they do seems to entertain me much. Infact, i pissed off mad and irritated annoyed etc. Sorry all this while i pretend to be happy. I am sorry but I not that kind of girl who show my true feeling. So please do not irritated me for this moment. I have enough.

My room are in mess. Tunggang terbalik ribut taufan. Useless if i clean up my room cause that lil good-brat sister of mine never failed to make my room pig style. Soon it will be back to the original place again -__________- She don't seem to help me much.

Again, i wish grandma was here with me by my side. Listening to all my complaint uttering all my unhappiness etc. Cause i knew she never will interrupt me, gives her full support and will stay awake till i complete my stuff. How much i miss our fond moments with you. Grandma was the onlyyy person who truly understood me fulfill my needs and makes me feels warm & secured . Grandma, i badly badly badly badly soooo miss you.

Sorry if today post are too emo-ing dull. No worries I'm alright just that at times i feel so down and i will be okay in awhile. Hold on to it ok. Currently, searching for new blogskin. I want cheerful vibrant bright skin. To cheer me upppp. Hmm, not to forget chocolates. Will buy some tomorrow . I miss eating that love of mine.

Superhero please help me out !



{Thursday, May 8, 2008 , 5:16:00 PM}


Surprisingly, i apologized to my lecturer who was freaking fed-up with us yesterday. I do not want her to have bad impression towards me & my classmates. If she does, i sure she will like heck-care-attitude with our studies. I can't denied that she is freaking irritating and attitude. She ignored me when i asked her questions. -.-' Overall she is my lecturer so i have to bear with it. And i did my work during her class all by myself. Omg, i can't believe this. Claps for me (: Thanks Aha.

For me, i abit moody today. Not much kecoh-ness from me in school. Friends do 'tegor' me about this. Aha..i didn't answer them(: I barely listened during BFD class. I concentrated more on my eyes. I tried to maintain my eyes from closing, thats why Aha. Even i knocked off soon yesterday, i still sleepy. wth! There this one part where my lecturer gave us 15 mins break. Guess what? I make used of it for my nap time hahs. Yet, I'm still sleepy now.

Liana, get well soon girl (: Seems sick season right now. & yes soon i will be sick too.....

OK reader will end here. Time for my revision on accounting. Will be having assessment tomorrow.


{Wednesday, May 7, 2008 , 5:17:00 PM}


Something is wrong with me today. Just not my day, like again -.-' Had a bad hair day yesterday. My hair was freaking 'degil' and due to that i was slightly late for school. Yet today, early in the morning that two lecturers caught me wearing skinny jeans to school. Fish la you! Such a bad way to start my day. The first time i wore jeans also that lecturers came and spot check my class but didn't say anything about my jeans. Today...my name was recorded down on her file. Its like whenever i wear jeans, she will come to my class..guess i will stop wearing jeans then. If not my name will be flood in her file Aha.

Then, my OFA lecturer was fed-up with us. Because we talk non-stop and somehow disturbed her especially on my side gaga. But we still did our work. Sadly, before i save my work,she shut down our comp using the master comp. Baek kape?! She was fed-up so do us! I finished up everything and all she did was letting our effort down the drain! Hm..whatever la eh.

Our new lecturer for accounting lesson have nothing better to do. Since the day he came, all we did was test. He have not teach us YET. Including today, we had our 3rd test. Fun or what? Somehow i find he mepek to the max. I know this is his first time teaching students in school. Previously, he taught all those big businessman, tawkey and gurus. So-called professional lecturer(!) But ya, you have to change your way now cause you are teaching students and i pity those students who do not have ANY POA basic. Serious! Anw, i will be having Accounting Assessment(CA1) this Friday. Gggreat!

Lunch cum BFD. I was not really paying attention. Instead i was day dreaming. Then i 'pon' LAA. Few of my friends 'pon' too. I was freaking bad mood and therefore, i cabot with them. 2hrs 30 mins we did nothing but playing games using UNO cards at Cafe2. Aha, best kan!

Hm, almost 1 mth since school open & in total this was my 3rd time cabot class. Am i a naughty girl now? Ohno, im still the girl who you know. The same girl with the same attitude;soft-spoken Aha. Just that, sometimes when you are out of control, you tend to rebel right? Anyhoos, i super duper tired sleepy and lazy like a pig. Oii Oii! Not in the mood, scold people with no valid reason. Whats wrong with me uh? My body are all aching, i need a good massage! Loooongg post huh, who cares!

Will knocked off early tonight.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY AZURA :D


{Monday, May 5, 2008 , 9:01:00 PM}


Let's talk about my first swimming lesson. If you readers read my dont-know-how many-previous post, i did mentioned i somehow afraid of going for swimming due to my inexpert in swimming. Everyone was laughing and said that I'm cute. Why? Cause the only sentence that i kept saying was "Eee, takot nye nk turun! Tidak!" Yupes, it sound funny and even before i went into the pool, i was jumping like an idiot. Wah..the deep of the pool is so freaking deep! IF i step my feet on the floor, the level of the water is chun-chun my height. Therefore, in order for me to breath...i have to tip toe all the way haha.I'm short! But, i'd enjoyed. Weird uh! I know. Hopefully i don't have to attend for the 10weeks session laa..i don't want can? At least i can swim for short distance lor (very2 short one)...still can swim right? ahas. After that, went for shower. Liana and me shared the same cubical? Ahahahha..so ya. Wont elaborate more about that.

Next, dance practise was oooo-kkkaaayyy la. Finished our five-basic of Malay dance. Seriously, most of the five-basic kak huda didn't taught me fully. Aha maybe because it was too complicated for us to learn during our stage. The full basic is really complicating i tell you. Serious no lie! After 3 hours of practise, i was freaking weary and worse, those guys was not gentlemen to let girls like me have the seats! Dammit!

Next! Good news for me! I was shocked myself. I finally completed my project yesterday till late mid-night. Oh boy, can you believe that? I was so happy for myself. Yay! But but but i still unsure if that toots lecturer satisfied with my work. If she not happy huh, i'll sure maki her upside down! Macam paham ! Pray that she will accept cause i've put and crack my pity head on it. Do research again and again for that topic! Have pity on me pretty pleaseee .....

Mummy is back home(: I'm happy & cant wait to meet her soon. But i still yet to meet her after i reached home in the late evening. She went for her haj class and will be back in an hour. Anyhoos, she bought for me make-up stuff and magazines siol! Aha happy happy (:


Bye


{Sunday, May 4, 2008 , 6:07:00 PM}


Why oh why! Love makes people in this earth goes crazy and madness. Makes us feel heavenly, romance and beautiful. But on the other hand, it can makes us feel stupid, damn and totally depressed! Can't true love come at once and don't go forever. Why must there be separate lines between two person. My darling galfy, please be strong! I know how hard it is to know the truth, how hard it could be to face him sooner or later. It's been hard on you since you kept your feeling toward him till he'd know you loving him. Sheesh! I did went thru those painful moments once and i praying not to go thru' it twice. Girl, never stop loving him if that's makes you happy. No one can stop you from doing that. It's better than you hate him and end up hurting your small sweet heart babe.
Remember you still have your lovely friends here with you by your side :D


Mummy will be back tomorrow & I'm all excited! I miss her luscious food and her Iced Milo too. About my love : Claps for him! The line managed to reach at the end of the screen, at last. Cool uh..over one night and he reached the finish line. Serious talking, he's getting on my nerves. You're not handsome anymore with that tinny line. Fine! Keep showing your attitude and I'm going to let you go! Hmph!
Bye!


{Saturday, May 3, 2008 , 11:07:00 AM}


As you know Mummy is away..therefore there's no one who will be doing all the cooking for our lunch and dinner. I can't cook. Yes, i cant. But i sure can fry eggs, cook Maggi and simple2 stuff. Aha. When hougang mall bought munchy Donut for fam. Coincidentally met galfy lina there. YEAH!
We chit chat for awhile and she gotta go for her class.

Serious talking, i need to change my love (hp). There's line on the screen and its getting longer. It's not crack or what...the line is actually on the LCD. Longer and longer each day...irritating grr! Love is already old and i hate his slow loading..therefore, i thought of changing it. I think he's majok-ing cause' soon, i don't need him anymore...that's why he show attitude and cut himself(the line). What a fishball! Aha.

Mummy call-ed just now. Asked if everything alright at home, eaten breakfast etc. I told her about my sayang. Mummy, come back home early can? I want to buy new handphone as soon as possible.
And while doing my project, I'm doing some survey on the net. I don't know what hp to buy.


i miss you much !


{Friday, May 2, 2008 , 8:32:00 AM}


Sesungguhnye i never feel so freaking tired like this before in my life. I'm soooo tiredddd even if you give me 12 hours of sleeping beauty, it will not be enough. This is not a jokes or makeup story...it basic on true story. Each time i reach home, i really wish hard that my bed will run to me and off to my world land. Oh.....how wonderful is that gonna be(:

Having most your friends/girlfriends/besties/baby or whatever you call them in the same school are great! Whereby you get to meet them anytime, chit chat while walking/go school, have lunch together-gather etc. But to think back again, you will face with problems sooner or later. When both of your best friends ask you out after school...you will be in middle state. Don't know who to reject cause' both of them are your friends.Therefore, no choice you have to reject both and walk home alone. In the end, both party unhappy with you. So which you prefer? Reject any one and another will be upsad with you or reject both and both of them will be upsad withya? jyeah, pretty hard huh! Aha

Currently, i trying to finish up my assignment given by my lecturers. Pathetic work! Its been two weeks and all i got(now) is only 1 slide for the presentation? I mean the cover page only! Phff! What the hell am i doing? Back to the track and move on! Thou there's still much time left but i want my work to be done early so that i can have more holidays/freetime. C'mon, you can do it girl. Another nine pages to go & full stop-SUBMIT!

Too much about school. Makes me miss school la dey Aha.
Mummy is away. She will be away for 3D2N to Malaysia cause' my so-called jiran sedara's daughter getting engaged this sunday. I'd beg to follow them but mummy didnt allow as they will be back on Monday and obviously i have the reason to skip school. Aiyoyo tambi. Who cares! All i care..have a safe trip mummy! Selamat pergi dan selamat kembali. will pray for your safety there..including for my beloved aunties too(:


Bye



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