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{Monday, April 28, 2008 , 9:09:00 PM}


OH MY GOODNESS ! MIRACLE HAPPENED AND
I CANT BELIEVE ITS HAPPENING !
OH MY !
SOMEONE HELP ME ! OH GOD !
I'M SPEECHLESS! I'M TOO SHOCKED ..
IS THIS FOR REAL OR AM I DREAMING ?!
Basically for my S&W..i ain't worry coz i didn't bring anything for today. To make it clear, we were told to bring swim suit for every lesson. So which mean..we will be swimming! Is it a good news? Personally, i dislike and i hate swimming because i cant swim. Get it? That's the only reason i got for hating S&W ! Adding with that teacher..aiyoo, manyak pening woow! But too bad, i have to go for every lesson with that swim suit. If not i have to run 10 rounds around the BIG BIG field ! Imagine that....i can be even more more skinnier than now sia !

Went for dance practise. Seniors are friendly and approachable. Juniors (like me) are ok ok ar. So hopefully i will have fun time and enjoy each practises with them. Aiyah, bad me...i show bad impression to them by not bringing my dance attire. SHIT! Nana, pls bring ur dance attire tmr alright! Ahahahah...Who cares anyway.
I was addressed by him as the best dancer in my sec school. People who received those praises would feel proud and honour but for me, i feel pressurize. I scare they put high hope in me and I afraid to disappoint them. But i will try my best to fulfill they expection and so on (:
sarangheyo :D


{Sunday, April 27, 2008 , 10:47:00 PM}


Oh well, sudden calling of viewing your profile. I don't know why but at this moment i just miss you. Damn it! Those moments we shared and how we endured together still lingers. Aha, madness for me to utter such things about my past. I know I'm not supposed to think back but once in awhile it does not harm me or anyone around me.

And i realllyyyyy miss someone who used to support and be there for me always. My late grandma. Yes, she used to be my everything in my life. Ever since i born in this earth, she never failed to make me happy. She willing to do anything just to fulfill my wishes and defend my when i got scolded. How much i miss her..those laughter, jokes, frustration, anger etc that only we both shared. I sense her presence, i sense her touch, i sense her happiness here even without seeing her. I want to share my achievement with her..a lot of things to tell her; how i feels, why i cry....but even without saying a word, i know she knows whats going on in my life, what i go thru' and how i struggle to do the best.

She knew all bad and good side of me. Secrets that i shared with her up till now, no one knows. Not even my parents, friends/relatives Aha. Yeah, she know me the best. But now she's in better place. I hope you're happy in another world. Forgive all my wrong-doings towars you. I know its too late to say this now but you need to know : You can never be replace and no one can take your place in my small small heart no matter what, nek (: I LOVE AND MISS YOU BADLY.

Al-fateha.



{Friday, April 25, 2008 , 8:47:00 PM}


Like always, school gives me pain in the arse. How sleeping i am, i have to drag my butt to school. Thought of ''pon'' class but think back not now. Sooner or later i will. Basically, there's changes in life. Still trying to adapt with school, friends and lecturers. Ohya, again i late for classes but the most 10mins late. No matter how early or late i out from home, the same time i will reach school. Who's fault? The bus uh! But at least there's improvement huh! Aha..Better than last week.

Somehow, i have been laughing for 2 weeks straight in the school. Friends never failed to make me laugh laugh laugh and more laughter! Makes my stomach cramps every minutes. Oh dear, they discover my weaknesses and therefore the victim for everyday is me lorr. Sad sad but still i enjoy every moments. Such a bunch of jokers gitu. Moving on, did i ever mentioned about sport and wellness (P.E)? Sesungguhnye its my first time i hate S&W. God, i cant bear to go for the lesson every week. Why? Hmm, will update more after i go for the 2nd lesson next week. Will see how bad it is going to be & see if i can skip from that in anyway.

Projects and assignments have been given to us. Its just 2nd weeks of school and whole load of things to be done. Grr! Lucky there still much time before the deadline. So still can slack hehs. POA is back again. Its gonna be fun! Everything is exactly the same but i prefer Mdm Soo to teach me...more effective with her around.


Lastly, i really badly utterly MISS my girlfriends and friends a lot!! Get it? Truck loads! Miss all those moments we went thru' together. Laughter gossips and our dirty lil secrets etc (: Don't worry, i won't forget you peers. You can have my words :D

Sayonara !



{Sunday, April 20, 2008 , 12:36:00 AM}


School has been tiring for me now. Zombie looking in the morning. Go ahead and laugh at me. Hell i hate bus packed with people. Gosh, i hate it! & especially when you know you gonna be late, no choice but to aboard that bus. Now i know how irritating it is if you're caught in jam, packed like sardine in the same bus and smell those BO. Otw home..in my mind there's one ; MY BED .

Er, i know its my first week of school and i was late for my lesson. no, every lesson! Wait, once i came earlier than the teacher. good girl kan? Step inside the class, "Morning! Sorry for the late. Lost on my way *grin* " She just smiled back at me. Cool huh! not to worry, i will try to be punctual next week.

Friday was the telematch. I involved in it because my classmate sabo each other and in the end i kena..thanks eh! Eventho i didn't participated in any games except for the cheering, School of Business won the battle! YIHAA! New friends are super crazy. They remind me of my galfys & whenever i see them, i miss my galfys much. Teachers, we treat them like our friends too.

Oh ya, friends start to call me ''rihanna'' with their " ela..ela..eh eh..under my umbrella" Aha I'm getting used to it since in my secondary school days. As long as they happy, i happy too (:
Tomorrow at 8am having P.E lesson. So sian -.-" so-the-morning sia! I try to come early as possible.

17th April was my prince Aiman birthday. Boy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! Success in everything you do & may your wishes came true alright (:
May Allah bless you .

Bye




{Tuesday, April 15, 2008 , 8:00:00 PM}


Sorry didn't update my blog. I have no time. So far so good and I'm good in making new friends (: I am glad that my negative tots about ITE is somehow wrong. Its my third day in school and I'm freaking weary/tired. Let see what i did for my first 3 days in new school :

Day1
Otw to school i kept saying "takot sak aku! Nak balik leh tak?" Aha..no choice die die go school cause I'm good girl. What can i say right? Each steps to school i was soooo nervous. Proceed outside auditorium, search my name in the class list. Due to my nervous-ness, i cannot find my name for three times. Luckily galfy lina helped me. I still remember one of my primary4 classmate. Bullied by him and now he same class with me again. More cubby & his not a big bully anymore...maybe. Guess, it's my turn to bully you Aha. I swear, auditorium is boriiingg. Whole day there was talks about army, school rules and regulations, Offences etc. Lucky enough i didn't sleep throughout the talks. Lunch cum games. Classmates was silent mode during game time. Sotong sotong like that. The games was ooookkaaaayyyy la .

Day2
Reached at 9am. Waited for my friends and off to auditorium. duhh ! Police talks blablabla. But surprisingly, i listened attentively especially those video which really caught my eyes and ears to listen and see more. Pictures after been cane, shop lifting, gang fighting. I know that i have watched these since my secondary times but this will never failed to bore me Aha.
Then team-building. Some sort like Amazing race. Well, i managed to crack my brain in the games. Find solution to every matters. So, do i deserve claps? Next CCA drive. Nothing much just that we given 1 hour to walk around in the sport hall..booth to booth..survey to survey. Still not sure what CCA to take.

Day3
Normal lesson but before lunch there's another talks at the auditorium -.-" My classmates are getting better and the sotong-ness in them gone by the wind bit by bit Aha. Jokers around me and I'm tired of laughing my ass out the whole day. Teachers are good. Not sure if its for the first few weeks only. Then go through our modules..blablabla. Performance at Forum best. Hip hop dance etc. Met alwis...he bought me a bag from China. Thanks boy! So sweet of you remember me when you on your trip there (; Slack at Cafe 2 with friends before meeting my galfy janah, off to home sweet home together.



Will update when i feel too :D


{Saturday, April 12, 2008 , 10:51:00 PM}


know what? I'll be dancing again with my lovely girls for another performance this coming May. I'm so bloody happy (: but but, one problem. I have to recall back my SYF '07 and Thai dance (which we cling champion) steps again -.-

Thank you many many to my girls who willing to re-teach me and help me recall back. No matter how much i try to remember, i still cant get it. Felt nervous. Some more, the NAFA manager or whatsoever were there to watch our standard of dance. That means we will be performing at NAFA? Surprisingly, i managed to remember the steps once the music was on. Tap on my back *claps* Now,i have to recall recall recall those steps again again and again.


Oh oh, I'm all nervous and scare. School starts tomorrow and I'm all NOT mentally prepare Aha. Instead of turning on my laptop in the morning, i have to drag my butt to the bathroom EARLY in the morning ! Goodness..no more waking up late in the afternoon. Hmm, how sad. God, safe me from any bad things and hopefully i could survive in there. I hate going to new school. Where you have to mix around with strangers, new environment blablabla. And mostly, this is my first time in my life going to school by bus. Yes, no lie ! Its my first time. Don't laugh. Usually it took me 5mins just to reach my school by WALKING, now i have to adapt taking buses and hell, two buses i must take to reach that pathetic farrrrr school. hmph ! but I'm happy enough that most of my old-friends, galfys are in that school. Hurray, i wont be a loner, at least (:

As for now, I hope that all those negative tots of mine is wrong and I will be just fine *smile*





Bye


{Thursday, April 10, 2008 , 9:46:00 PM}


Yesterday, the whole day i have no mood for anything. yes yes. not in the mood. Adding on to my internet connection ; giving me problem grrr ! Good that its okay this morning. Accompany galfy lynn collected her cert at ite bishan and we went to library borrowed books. Then we head off to bedok. Bought Munchy Donut and my school's shoe..haha at last beli jugak!
Home sweet home at 5.35pm . Fun fun fun time with her..a lot of topic we talked and shared. She know a lot about my family matter etc .



Well, few of my girlfriends are facing problems. Good and bad problems. Wait, isn't problem are all bad? Anyhoos, more or less, i feel the pinch too. Babes, i love you and that's what you knew..but sorry i cant help you much because i really don't know whats the best solution for this. Still, i will help you out here and there. Lend you my small ears and my bone shoulder to cry on. You can count on me baby ! You're tested from the one above. & he won't test anyone if he/she is not strong enough to face it. You still have your family, friends and boyfriend to give you support no matter what. No worries everything will be alright (:



Oh oh! My girlfriend are super falling in love! I can see it. Yessa, at last gitu! Baby, i'm happy for you and i pray the best for you too. God, give her chance to be with him, the one who she truly love. Aha, see ain't your girlfriend here so sweeeetttttttt ? Well, i know how you feel this moment and how you wish to be near to him cause i did when thru this. So be patient and seize every chances before you alright! But not so obvious laa. Still....Tkmo lambat lambat tau, nanti terlepas kamu gigit jari jee. Aha. Any good or bad news please inform me a.s.a.p cos I'm all ready to hear more updates from you. Ok kentott! *evil smile*






MAN UTD WON THE MATCH :D


Bye, manis hati :D





{Wednesday, April 9, 2008 , 9:33:00 PM}


Helped kak ziela and kak huda's schools in make-up for their students who involved in SYF (Singapore youth festival). This year was the primary schools and it was held at the NUS. Oh my, those performers are cute and small small small size. Adorable dok ! Haas, especially if there is some acting part, they will act will full of energy. This part i will always laugh out loud! comel banget! The tips : enjoy, confident and mostly smile. Even if you make a mistake, just smile. People will never know if you make a mistake unless you show it.

Free treats after helping them..Mcspicy meal and nasi bungkus. Enough for me yang tk makan breakfast. yumyum(: Just hoping the best and good results for those who involved. Er, today is the results right? so all the best. "solat hajat, panjatkan doa banyak banyak" Aha confirm yesterday night all cannot sleep nyer. During my time, i really cant sleep and all i did was pray to God, baca selawat and bismillah many many. I know it sound funny. As if you're in for some major war or fighting hoping to win the battle. When you feel nervous, this is the way you will do for sure, kan kan kan?



anyhoos, not sure if there is show for me today...no one mesage me yet. Well, i guess no show. If no, i will have my good rest cause im plain tired for now. I really badly need longg break.
Plan for today, slack hard at home and watch those VCDs that i bought from geylang..cerita P.Ramlee. I just loved his acting, comedy clan and stuff. Anyone care to buy me chocolates?? Er, i want kitkat calbury nyee..boleh ?





Bye, manishati :D


{Sunday, April 6, 2008 , 11:21:00 AM}


Once in awhile my house is full of laughter till late mid-night, stories that interesting and those aunties and uncles gossipping. In short, kecorable! yes, its once in awhile. My family from Malaysia came to Singapore and they slept over my house for 2 days. I admit i love to listen to adult talking. I'm not KPO or what you name it but knowing what we dont know is interesting..especially when they touched about their past days..kekek! get to know how naughty when they were kid HAHA. Mak always remind me to go to my room if adults are talking haas. pe ku kisah, aku dengar je la. tk salah kan kan? Cik Amat tagged along with my uncle. Been 30 years or more he last step to Singapore. A lot of things they talked from personnel to exercising to ghost stories to gossipping to religious so on and forth.

This 2days i cant sleep late and chat till the next morning because i dont want to disturb their sleep so i also need to knock off early. but now, i can have my bed again. Chat at Msn till morning again. yessa :D





{Thursday, April 3, 2008 , 12:37:00 AM}


I enjoy-zing my days with sweetheart. every moments captured me. aww, so sweet uhs me ! thank q :D

2nd April 2008

have i ever mention that my girlfriends is hot? No ? Ok now i shall say it. "My girlfriends is hot baby ! They rawks my short till it drop! Planning to sentosa ; pahlawan beach was just best. Thou few of my girlfriends didn't turn up, we still rawks the beach. right girls ? My oh my! Been years we didnt meet and now we all grown up to pretty ladyees. But our childhood attitude is within us. baik uhs! salut sama us! We gossiping endlessly, our dirty little secrets and mostly dirty dirty stuff we shared! Didn't expected us to talk about it :D Aha. makes me imagine for the worst ! Playing monkey in the beach was tiring. a lot of strength needed. Err, i didn't get the floats. been years and i still cant swim and floats! diam uhs, don't laugh.


anyhoo, we girls not only attracts guys but animals too hahas.Crows not so but those peacocks was such a madness. They will appear without warning. Believe or not, we're surrounded by them too. what the fish tank betul ! Tired of running away from them and once i cant even run when they was like 3 steps away from me. terkejut sangat! Adel is right [ Pea'cock ] the name say it all (: Luge and skyride was extremely cool. at night cam kick uhs! Once is not enough, its true. All i did ; sit and scream scream scream Aha. aku tau aku gile terpekik terlolong. Okay, sunburnt are so not fun. My skin now da gelap uhs. sun tanning! Effing great! I laugh ;augh and laugh & i'm loving it with those talking in the sea. ehem ehem, our dirty little secrets! Girlfriends next outing will be plan soon. Full attendance alright :D


3rd April 2008


what more do i ask for. meeting my ex-classmate was such a great moments. Reached there and i slacked. hahs. watch-ed them play 21, mahjong, then we watched tv. When to the beach took pictures. At 5 plus i helped WC with the BBQ. Shah(lina's bro) helped alot. Actually, nothing much i helped. I'm like a queen there. Lina and shah did all the food for us only hahas. I only helped to order here and there . kueen keper? while waiting for the food to serve, i played PSP. I wanted to help but too bad, i dont know how to bbq mah so dont blame me lor. Fun part was K kept making me felt stupid with his magic. HAHA but you're too slow and i caught you cheating boy ahhs. and can u stop teasing me and S alright. hmm, but i wondering why he all shy with me the whole day. So we didnt talked much. K was shocked because first time hear me scold bad word. cian die! oh ya, i remembered something. my chicken wing fell when Lina mentioned his name. oh gosh! there goes the my chicken. grr! tergolek-golek seyy..sedih sedih! We packed up and out for the chalet at 8 plus blablabla. Reached home at 1030pm. I utterly weary and in my mind at that time was my bed!




Bye, manishati



{Tuesday, April 1, 2008 , 12:01:00 PM}


Its Tuesday. Another brand new day of the week. 1st of April and its April Fool. People must have go round and start fool-ing peers. Wahah. I'd fool people and other way round too. Girlfriend your april fool is so not funny okay. Thats scare me to death & nearly got heart attack! Anyhoos, miss my secondary school days. Used to do all silly stuff to teachers and then step innocent. HAHA. I'm glad enough that i can still golek golek on my bed, stick my head to my pillows and the most, sleep through out the day. fuhh ! Don't have to drag my feet to bathroom, into uniform, breakfast and knock off to school. isk isk isk! Pity students but soon that will be my daily routine back again. Boo man !

my day starts off with such a bad wake up. 6.15am my eyes wild awake because I'm panas (hot) . adek too clever, close the windows. mangkok ayun i shall say! I know she jealous cause i need not wake up as early as her but there's no need for her to do me like this kan, bacin die! then it drag till 8am and off again to dreamland. before that, went to abang's room, took his PSP & back to my room. Aha. But i guess i was caught red handed by him. Went i wake up, the PSP is not on my bed. Oh oh !

So, i hope that my day wont be as bad as this the morning. i can go all bored the whole day, i can go all slenge the whole day, i can go all high the whole day and i can go all bad mood the whole day..if i want to. so which shall i choose for today? Er, I'll choose good mood. is there good mood in the list anyway? Aha. ayah told me that maybe we will be going to bedok in the evening. If tk jadi, also never mind. if jadi, must be super nice to them cause I've yet to buy my school's shoe and bag Aha.

I can't wait for tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. meeting my sweetheart & I'm so gonna have fun for sure ! yes yes ! praying hard that there will be no show for me. aminnnnn :D









Bye, manishati



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Turns oneyear older on 19sept
I'm talkative and happy-go-lucky
Appears strong but never will be.
Muslim and i proud of it.
Searching for sumthg that last long.
Currently happy with what i have.




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