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3 years of Championship :D {Sunday, November 29, 2009 , 1:18:00 AM}  Once again, YYSS Malay Dance grabbed the title of Championship in Dance Xplosion for the 3rd time! YEAH! Thou im not part of them this year but i do sure missed the feeling i used to have 2 years ago. It was so indescribable feeling. One have to feel it hehee! If not, i get to be with my girls but i have my current school now and need to support. It's okay. Everyone must have the chance to feel it too. Came down to my former school in the afternoon. Miss the dance studio. That's where my passion begins.. polishing the passion step by step till where i am now, and still learning. Looking at the juniors practising so hard.. make me have the faith they will confirm make it thru again this year. In fact i already knew they will be Champion again even before the Preliminary round. I don't know why but i have faith in them always. They never let me down. The girls went crazy when the Emcee mentioned our sch name. We were jumping in the middle and there goes our ladylike character LOL! I really missed those feeling. Got interviewed and didn't know we have outside supporters too. I love you girls so much!  That's KakHuda, my idol. No words can describe how thankful i am to meet her during my sec sch years. I've always amazed with her talents. Her graceful movements in dancing makes me want to be like her oneday. She's the one who push me this far. Help me explore more and showcase my talent too. Hopefully i can be part of the YOG :D Thank you so much for everything, for 7 years. Without you, we will not make it this farrrrrr.. Sayang Kak Huda many many. Muacks!  Thanks Ifran for coming down. Haha you don't have to drag the rest too laa. Pity them hehe. But thank you for your support :) Hirzie, the judges is not being biased atau sbb 'kenal org dalam'. Not about being smart but how diligent we are in doing things. And iam happy because it is my former school.. so, i should be proud of them. Furthermore, it is where i belong hehee. Dun be jealous hor Zie XD Oh anyway, we were locked outside the studio. Yea, the key went cookoo at that night. Can't unlock the door. So need to go by the back door.. Darn! That was scary. So ya, that's the end of this year Dance Xplosion but we will be back for more next year :)  First time participating in Dance Xplosion 2. And that was when the championship moment started and, still hanging on the title for 3 years straight. Keep the glory going ! XOXO am i being ego here? {Saturday, November 28, 2009 , 10:04:00 AM} Scream all you want if it makes you feel better. No harm in screaming. Going thru difficult ride lately. I know this is not what we wanted but it's happening, have to endure with it with the hopes of getting better for us. Everyone has their own faults with or without us realising it. So, im not going to push everything to you. You're mending things out and im trying too as well. But pardon me for my cranky mode.. I know im too much for us. Sometimes i feel im making things worst.. only to make you upset.. Don't know if iam putting my ego for now. But what i know Im lost on track.. losing control of myself for sure. I know i always gives you difficult time. Tolerating my too much nonsense & all. My apology for keep making you feel disappointed hurting & upset. Never do i expect things to turn this way. My girls, for what happened.. you know im not doing it on purposely. I'd explained. Sorry if i was venting my flare the other day. I'm not mad but just disappointed only. I hate when you assume things that is way not even close to true. Regardless, we already sort things out. I will make up for you guys soon :) loveya! So much of exhausting days for me. Resulting the outcome this way :'( To be frank.. when things are like this, no one else i will blame but me. iam bad. updating last week events {Thursday, November 26, 2009 , 9:32:00 PM}   Last week was exhausting week. So, on last Saturday.. my team (Me Leana Haniz & Wahidah) participated for the Quest - Nebo this year. From Fort Canning - Downtown. Supposed with Shana but she can't make it on the last minutes.. Wahidah replaced her. Thanks Wawa. To me, last year was much better. But this year was more challenging. At least we did completed all checkpoints and reached finish point before 3pm. Good one! Had miscommunication as usual but good thing is, we learn more about each other. After amazing race for Quest.. then, amazing race to Yana's house.. get all prepared in very short time for wedding event at Tampines. Da mcm amazing race..Rushing abes!! Unfortunately, just my luck to fall sick that night. Grrr! So the wrong timing. All so messed up but who cares.. i f-sick.  Preliminary for the Dance Xplosion on the last Sunday. We (Mly Dance ft Soul Percussion) didnt get through to the finals, disappointed :'( Who doesn't right? Everyone giving each other encourage to have our chin up again. That's the spirit. We will perform again tgthr soon alright. But at least, we know the reasons for not going to the finals. It's okay United we were great on that day. At most we all enjoyed ourselves :) To F.E: i was surprised that you ppl didnt make it too. I dontknow why.. but u all was the most outstanding group. Really!! The rest of the participants was so-the-typical kind. No worries, to me.. F.E is always amazing and fantastic :) "Menang dan kalah adat pertandingan". To my beloved YYSS Mly Dance: Congratulations! I know you girls will make it to the finals and i have faith that you will cling the title of Champion again this year. Insyallah. Sorry cant make it to see you all performed but i've watched the video posted at Syafinah's blog. Baik laaa.. Go girls! Iam way proud of you all love! Do your all best this Saturday!  Since everyone had such a hectic days lately.. decided to have an outdoor activity during training. It's bonding time!! Few of the guitar club ppl was at the cemta doing nothing so invited them along. First time doing this and it was so much fun. Everyone had effing awesome time sabo-ing one another.. esp to Khai haha! Advance sabo for his birthday next month. He pulled me down so that i get all dirty&wet. And i injured my elbow lor.. Khai jahat ahhaha! Game planned by Yana. She thot she can get away from all the 'fun' moments.. but too bad, i won't let anyone off easily*bluks*. Then Me and Yana played hide and seek at the stadium just to attack Lee. LOL! At the end of the day, everyone get dirty and wet. Covered with flour for sure ;D HAHA! Clever to some of us (including me) for not bringing extra garments.. what's more towel and other necessary things. Chet! Cause never cross my mind it would turn out to be like crazy. So, time to wash up.. only Allah and the girls know ^_^ BEST` {Wednesday, November 25, 2009 , 12:56:00 AM} Hey quick updates. The fact is that i have tons to update. So many things happened for the past few days. But i can't find the perfect timing to update for now. Busy with school thingy & still hanging on with my two modules. And my CCA is another thing too. Therefore, I've been feeling lethargic lately.. yea cranky cranky. I've been tiring myself with too many things i guess. My brain is not functioning well.. body aching.. lack of sleep.. sensitive, often havin' negative thoughts.. mind disturbed and so on and forth.. Oh and i can even sleep while standing too. LOL. {Friday, November 20, 2009 , 10:32:00 AM} =_=' Went Bendemeer Primary School.. make up for 14 students for their Speech's Day. Was told to be there at 630AM but i woke up at 615 hahahas! I seriously can't bring myself up or even open my eyes. Body aching due to yet another continuous dance training and yesterday's napfa test. Cramp. Late so, i have to cab there lor. Alhamdullilah everything done-ed in an hour. Just in time phew. Tapi tangan ni lenguh abes.. Oh and i envy their flawless skin. Hmph! Just got home and, I think i better get back to sleep before going out again in the evening for NYP's Production. Sorry Irfan can't go watch movie with you all. Too tired now. Need to rest. Update again later. Bye. emotionally unstable {Thursday, November 19, 2009 , 2:04:00 AM} "No one understands you wholly except for you" It sadden me effing much. Everything in mess. Totally. I feel the twinge. Yes you're pissed and disappointed with things but it breaks my heart when you keep assuming things. Whats more not telling me my wrongs.. not asking my reasons for why things have been changing or my busy-abouts. Not really knowing my real weaknesses. Indeed, it's impossible to please everyone.. im bad in managing my time (really). My months has been truly a chaotic months, improper planning. And I can swear, I have no time for myself too. Nevertheless, I've been carrying this hope with me.. hoping you people will understands me in no matter what reasons.. even if it may seems too much. But lately, somehow, this hope is shattering. I'm not trying to be selfish here.. wanting you to understand me always but i just hate when my close ones is assuming things about me. You know negative thoughts. To be frank, I don't want or even wish to be in this extricate. It greatly dishearten me. Okay good.. now everyone seems to be incensed and disappointed in me. Then i must have been that bad. ='/ {Tuesday, November 17, 2009 , 12:54:00 AM} The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched ... but are felt in the heart. World Drum {Sunday, November 15, 2009 , 12:42:00 PM} .JPG) My Saturday was awesome at the end of the day :) Before proceed to Rp for World Drum Night.. went down to TKC to support Kamsani for his Final round in one of the singing competition there (forgot the comp name actually hehs!). Then last minutes plan. Trained to Chinese Garden. Me and Lee accompanied Kaz to his cousin's wedding. A hungry man is always an angry man LOL! Then finally to RP. Perfect timing reached at Woodlands Inter. Met Atikah :)Don't know why Atikah was kinda happy girl that night. Haha. Lepak till late, very late night. During the show i was separated from Lee&Atik. One end to another. I sat with boys from Soul and Guitar members. Me alone girl with the boys P.I.M.P haha!! Good thing, always have something to laugh till one of the RP usher approached us to lower down our volume. The boys esp Mas teased me with sagap (yawning). I will proved you wrong ok! Afterwhich, had our dinner at Mac. Yea..cheese burger!! Been craving for it. But, we (15people) ate outside, on the floor! CUTENESS! [ Edited ]  FUN time karaoke at Zizie's birthday party. Erm we was the one who conquered the mic.... And the last to went back home, even her aunties and uncles went back home before us. LOL! Balinese dance cum Pusaka Juniors {Thursday, November 12, 2009 , 11:08:00 PM}  After much of intensive training and body aching all over body.. finally everything ended today. Hurray! Glad that everything went so fine. Everyone did pretty good! Despite abit chaotic at few parts but for us, still new in this.. i was impressed. Kudos! And for my juniors.. nice one! Meletup korang eh. Haha. Thanks Liana, Azmin, Shana & Han for coming down. You guys always there to support me whenever i have performance without failed :) sayang you all!  After having our late lunch/dinner.. went to Ehub watched Paranormal Activity with Yana Lee & Atik. Been waiting for this since last week but was quite disappointed. The rest can't make it but it's okay i understand on that. So Atik be my 'boyfriend' for the day! Paranormal is effing freakin scary merry. I cried, cried because i was totally freak out. Oh yes, i did cried. Luckily Atik was there to hug me. She was sweet such a good bf :D The both of us were too close, head to head somemore! Freak sia the movie.. i was too scared to even go home, iam (really!). Atik almost send me back home. Aw sweet. We also ride 'mini rider 2'. Kekek FUN! Haha.. ride with Atik. Yana with Lee. I truly had awesome day with the three of you. lovelove. But! I still afraid about that Paranormal. I begged Mak to accompany me tonight but sadly, she don't want and off to her room :'( Feel like crying lor.. Don't think i will be able to sleep well tonight. Hopefully brother sleep later than me. Someone please accompany me.. pretty please.. {Wednesday, November 11, 2009 , 11:47:00 PM} Really hectic week i have to go thru. Intensive training continuously. Shagged. But Atikah make my day despite me making her angry somehow (i guess). She was VERY mad at me and scold me over the phone :( Then out of nowhere.. she silently came down to cemta, ran towards me and gave me a hug & kisses from behind.. HAHHAA i was stunted laa. Afterwhich she off from there without any words. Aww.. that was too sweet baby! :) Okay i need to force myself to sleep. It show time tomorrow!! May all go smoothly. Amin. {Monday, November 9, 2009 , 1:04:00 AM} another long hectic week. tsk. takecare all. xoxo - lovelove. one of my nice day .. {Sunday, November 8, 2009 , 3:12:00 PM} I thought my Saturday going to be a boring day but, no. At the end of it.. i had a good time spent with mySimSim. Erm last minutes plan & short day thou'. Went to catch Jennifer's Body since Love Happens start late :'( BOO! Was quite disappointed actually but lucky Jennifer's Body not that bad. Wahhh!! Megan is one damn HOT babe!!   She just so f-hot!! Today is Sunday. Well oh well.. im at home. Relaxing my poor body after my uber hectic weekdays i had this week. My body start aching badly.. my body is seriously exhausted need to rest, if possible, i want to just sleep the whole day. Haha. But at least i didn't waste my day. Did some revision (erm really meh?), online movie.. spent time with family & not forgetting my two lovely pets (my cat & hamster).  I shall end my post for today by saying how much I MISS MY GIRLS, INCLUDING ERNIE :( It's been awhile and my apology for not having time with you. I'd tried but i can't because i really really want to have a perfect day, the whole day..well spend only with you all. misses ~ Blessed to have you girls with me despite all the shitty we went thru. Still strong thou we're miles apart, because.. we are close to our ♥ {Saturday, November 7, 2009 , 3:05:00 PM} It's been a very hectic weekdays for me. Intensive training for Dance Xplosion and Balinese Dance from Monday to Wednesday. Thursday went for the Guitar's Tale in the evening with few of cemta people. Extremely awesome! I have always inlove with acoustic songs. Sounds so romantic & i like it! Especially Wonderful tonight, my all time favourite song. You guys did fabulous! :)  Then Friday. Uber tiring day of the week (i swear!). Came back to school despite no class for that day. Went for the Farm Tour. Me Atik Yana together with unknown students from our school hahahaha! The journey to the farm was freaking boring without Khai.. 1 hour journey! So i have to play songs from my hp to make the surroundings lively till the three of us fell asleep. Zzzzz.  The tour was actually really great, so fresh and greenery. Fresh air! I love nature fyi :) But too much of greenery makes it alittle boring. No colours of flowers..plain HAHA. What's more, i wore the wrong shoe. My poor pinky shoeeeeee! Damnn.. :( felt like taking it off when we walked on the muddy area. TSK! Those mats was really annoying too, complaining non-stop. Padan muke kasut korang kena lumpuh jugak.. lagi teruk dari aku hehex! Then another an hour journey back to school. Zzzzz. By then, i was superbly exhausted and dont feel good. But still, Me and Atik make our way to RP for Tango show. Due to this, we decided on something that we never thought we would do. There story behind this. It's between me and Atik only. HAHAHAHAHAH naughthy us!! Atik lovelove.  Yana favourite song of the day. She already knew the song and how the song will be sing even before we meet the owner of the farm. Clever Yana :D and i pray to Allah.. {Wednesday, November 4, 2009 , 1:02:00 AM} I need you to put my heart at ease as i often feel insecure and restless. amin. unsure feeling.. {Tuesday, November 3, 2009 , 12:48:00 AM} arts camp 09 {Sunday, November 1, 2009 , 11:25:00 PM}   30th Oct - 1st Nov Arts camp never failed to allow me learning new things. My third time i guess but, this time.. completely different from the previous two. We learnt about wayang kulit (skin theater?). It isn't easy to make everything in one day. Alot of effort needed, ideas for the storyline..characters and so on and forth. Wah seriously for this, people with millions of creativity is totally needed. And as for me, iam weak in drawing especially to draw people? Suckx alot! But it was good as we get to get along with the rest :) I love the place we lived for a night. The hostel is damn cool.. like hotel. The living room, kitchen.. dining table, board games all have.. enjoy i tell you! Our room have study table.. our own bed..lamp etc. But sadly, my night was not spent fruitfully like enjoying watching tv (only for while), or chit chat session with friends. Me and Azirah had to stay awake, finished up cutting&drawing wayang kulit in our room for the next morning. And lucky Yana to have good teammates (i guess).. she slept at 12am because she already settled hers. Btw.. Lee stood infront of our door to watch Yana, waited till she fell asleep. Aw sweet hor! Ok back to me.. i slept at only 2am.. kesian kan? Maklum la tak bnyk ideas ahahhs. More worse.. i was damn hungry at that night. Really!! And i also missed Atik because if not, i get to sleep at her tummy hehe. Confirm i will have a nice night and soudly asleep LOL!  Next day, reported at 7.30am..breakfast/completing unfinished things for our show (wayang kulit) at 9am. Then had talk/workshop.. Library's talk..so draggy. I like personal gromming and public etiquette.. best! I like :)  As whole, everything was okay. But don't know why i can't feel the 'enjoying feeling' like i has for the previous two. Didnt get to be in the same group with Haicurl seh.. Our plan failed. Haiya, Miss Elfa so clever in grouping us this time HAHAAH! Nevermind, i still do had my hell fun there.. no worries.. Haicurl for entertained/accompanied me :) Zie saw what he NOT supposed to see.. Gee so embarrassing okay! Yana and Khai for makin' the event more lively. And the rest, nice knowing you all.. and now you get to see my crazy&loud side of me. |
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