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You will never know what awaits you. {Friday, November 23, 2007 , 10:53:00 PM}


basically nothing really happened for the past few days. just that
im very busy with some stuff, interviews && slacking at home.
hoping that i'll be getting a job as soon as possible.
as usual, my crazy-ness will be at maximum level if i continue to stuck at home doing nothing. watching tv is no fun especially when there is no exciting show. there
once when i was watching tv and then the tv watched me back (i fell asleep) hahacks.

&& today went to meet with my ex-classmate. we walked around the toa payoh hub while chit-chat with her about of secondary school life.
the sweet-bitter-sour memories make me feel those at the most indelible things
that i will hold within my heart :D
then, went to meet my darling yang ''tertinggal'' pat library..hehex!
sorry and thanks k gurlfwen (:
we had our so-called dinner at MacDonald. its been long tyme since we last hang out.
so..ya.i told her all my paisey-slenge-stupid incidents that happened to me. she was laughing
like nobody-business. i know it was completely totally funny as it had never
happened to anybody yet. so this is her first time know bout this one-incident and she never
aspect that will happened to her friend which is coincidentally me tsk tsk tsk.
never mind..i will keep that ''love letter'' with me :D if u reading this, im gonna comfirm you will laugh your hell out again HAHAHAHA !
most of all my stuff i have to let out to her and this make me relief abit..pheww..
supposed today is my ''waste time'' day(u know i know laa) but after with my dear darling ne...there is no defined as waste time. it was fun and GREAT !
our clumsy-ness blur sotong-ness paisey-ness make my day laa...
how i wish that for this few months it's filled with this moments which i will
never gone bored && fuck-up for certain unreasonable reasons..can that come true? i hope so....

bye beautiful readers :D


i hate my life...thats it! {Tuesday, November 20, 2007 , 9:16:00 PM}


ARGGHH! im so fed-up! why things never turn out like what i want?
why it must be this way?!...bingit sak! go for interview & i get the job but need to cancel it due to certain matter.
pe sak..i really damn fuckinq like idiot sitting at home doing nothing. i damn sick and tired if this continue to be like now. tak leh laa...aku nk kuar...keje! hais..
then, this butch of nothing to do people accused me. WTF! WTH! what's this?!! what i do wrong till they want to accused me? because of jealousy they did this? so sorry u are so damn bloody merepek. padahal kau tau tp kau tukar story pat org lain. bagos ehh! amalkan selalu. btw, lau tak usaha tuhh diam jek laa..nk jelez lak! not only that...they even dont have the guts to say it right to my face. SHIT! tau cakap belakang tp nk bbual depan sikit nye kecut! bodo laa! i have told in the previous5 blog that i wont waste my tyme on them..but even if i dont waste my time, they keep on disturbing my life. geram sak...memang dasar. thats true..all this while i did good deeds, helped them in every way that i could..lastly, im the one who suffering. pi jahanam laa dgn korg sume. i really dont have the mood to talk with ur family.da muak gitu. whats gonna happened to u people i really dont even care. i have enough with all the bull SHIT nonsense. pandai kap org but see urself in the mirror before u judge people.
U HAVE NOT RIGHT ANYWAY!
da bagus jugak aku tk bebual dgn kau straight away eh tadi lepas aku tau sal ne..lau tk perang besar. wadeve..just stay as far from me from now on.


to my darling..i have to thanks u for sincerely listening to my problems. u listened it attentively just now in the bus. i even shed my tears before u. i really cannot bottle this feeling any longer. i have to let this out to someone. THANKS i appreaciated it lots lots lots.



bye beautiful readers :D


never even dream of it. {Monday, November 19, 2007 , 4:41:00 PM}



alalmakk..btol nyer mendak laa dok umah. im really very very sick&tired staying at home. aku ngok tv tv ngok aku aleq ahaha.
get my mp4 at last. i install songs in it..then happy2 adek aku yang dengar..hais! then suddenly today..it create prob! all of the songs vanish tetibe. penat2 aku masuk kan hilang lak! arghh! bengang btol aku..
so i went to hg mall to see what's the problem is. the tawkey is not in so i have to wait for a while. i decided to walk around the mall..then coincidencely i crushed into my ex. wow..he has changed alots. we talk-talk while walking. tk tau kenape leh jd gitu hehex! but good laa at least he can kill my time while waiting for the tawkey. then reached at the mac we separated. lastly, i end up at library hoho. at lib, got this two mats like following me. i ignored then we i turned they were smiling. HAHA cam kereng busuk :D
after 45 mins, i went to the shop. the tawkey take a look at my mp4. he tried to do sumthg but i dontknow what. i kept asking hym "whats wrong with my mp4?"
confirmed he was pissed off..so what! that's mine..i have the right to ask,ryte?
i happily thank the tawkey bcoz i get the new mp4. he exchange it with the new one. GREAT :DD
then headed to home. Actually i wanted to go to angmokio then to bedok but its raining, so its better to go home. haiss..
really bored right now..called my lovely but she was sleeping.HAHA sorry eyy kacau kau. so any job for me????????
yesh, tomoro i will be going for interview with my darling. need to get up early morning to accompany her to the TTSH for her interview then proceed to another. pity her..hopefully we get the job. AMIN (:
wish us luck okays ('',)


{Friday, November 16, 2007 , 9:49:00 PM}


LALALALALA.

oh great! the plan to buy mp4 was cancelled. is not that awesome?
supposed to be today & ii nearly have it. due to certain reason, we went to bedok to check some of the mp4 there. the price was so damn expensive. decided to go back to hometown and buy. at least the price there was reasonable.by the tyme we rounding at bedok, it was late oreadi..so my mum asked me to go with my sis onli and buy. im so excited and no matter what i want to get it today!
and this is how the prob surfaced. dont know how it happened and what i know my mom and my sis was talking. suddenly, sis was so upset bcoz my mum teased her. i was like "ape jadi ne?"
so there goes my mp4. mum dont allowed me buy it today..we will buy it tomoro. aku da cam
"huh,tk jadi?" NO! aku nk nari laa. and with that u people can see this BIG DISAPPOINTMENT expression on my sickening face. tiddaakkkk....
adek, do u know that coz of u i didnt get it today && mum y do you teased adek at the first place. stress aku! penat2 aku keluar nari den jalan sane sini last2 tk menjadi...pe nyer naseb la.
wadeve it is, adek i know how u feel coz im used to be like ur behavior at ur age..unhappy over a small matter or wen kena tease but u have to control laa. i just can imagine how u gonna survive wen u went to ur future secondary school with all those jerks and budak2 **** hais. mummy, i know u felt lil uneasy over what happened but not to worry not to sorry i dun blame u instead i have to thank u for follow-ing my kerenah and buy what i want for my 17 existence here ILY. i guess i have to be patient abit..bende tuhh tk kn kena mane nyer nana.


okays, now my sis still upset and confine herself in room. && i olso dont have the mood to talk to people around me. i admit i still upset and disappointed for not having the mp4 today.ahahcks (:

bye beautiful readers :D


{Tuesday, November 13, 2007 , 2:04:00 PM}


surrender me your mind

now, i officially graduated from YUYING SECONDARY SCHOOL in the year 2007. in other
word, im freed from books..at last. my feeling is so inexpressible..happy..sad..
angry and emotion-less.ahah. everything can be find in there.
what i need to do ryte now is either find if there is any 'lobang' for werks or slack-ing at hommy. shameir have recommended me lotsa werks but none of it attracts me, though its pay is more than what i expected. t dulu la meir, aku survey2 dulu eyy..xde keje aku cari kau (: ahas.
yah, just now i went for dental appointment. FYI, im not scared to go for checks
but what happened just now, really makes me so fully-fear to go there again. the nurse was damn not gentle and mind u, u are doing your job on my teeth. so, be more gentle. are u going to be responsible if i lost my tooth, i doubt so. she doing it lyke she was digging
a stone. damn! im not going there nimore. cant she hear tat im screaming inside my heart. PAIN! hanye allah sahaja yang tahu...
the nurse wants me to go for another appointment at outram park there.ahas.i must think more then twice abt that. maybe the doc even more worse than she. NO!
okay-okay....enough about that. i sick and even sick of staying at home. & i have a whole-list for my shopping spree..GFs bile nk gi ne..aku bosan now. make it asap ks.
to my love..bile jugak nk pi east-coast ey..i cant tunggu-tunggu u know.aha.
hais,xtau pe nk bebual lagy..ngah mendak. will update again.

bye beautiful readers (:


{Sunday, November 11, 2007 , 11:00:00 AM}


Your girlfriend here will never lie.

im in the good mood today. dont know why. hmm, must find for the
reason late.hahas.
yesterday's story was damn not nice. i went with her to maksu's house at amk.
okays, my mood towards her still have not change yet...maseh membara ne.
tp i pretended lyke i enjoy-ed and be myself gitu..padahal padahal.
i so lyke idiotic gal but nvr mind i used to it huhur.
after makan-makan at maksu's house went to amk hub meet her syg gitu*roll eyes* this part i was so not
favourite lah. shall not mention what. then, i entertained myself coz nobody wants to entertain me. i did sae i wont waste my bloodyass tyme with dem ryte? yesh, i did but yesterday i have to go coz i respect maksu nye pasal. if not, i wont go lah bontot HAHA
then then, at there got performance..got kompang...malay dance , indian drams etc...since everyone bz with their 'own lyfe', i sat there and watched the festival there. pi mampos...they call-ed me but i ignored them. nk balik, gi lah. I can take care of myself pe..
nomore gave in to them! bagos nana, bagos..well done. ey, thanks no need to say that.
yesterday nyte i try to contact boboy..and he nvr eply me. good. i need to tlk with u lah pandai (:


sometyme in lyfe, we have to think about ourselves first before think about others coz in the wide-world, no one will ever think about u except for YOU.

&&& about today, i really dontknow why i so happy. i guess, i shall take this mood to study
for my last paper this tuesday..which is unfortunately POA. i wont complaint anything coz i want everything to go on smoothly....wow, first in lyfe tyme sak aku gini. *thumbs up*
hmm, will update again soon. TATA lovely readers [:


{Friday, November 9, 2007 , 7:05:00 PM}


independent girl.

hectic hectic and more hectic today. so tired. woke up early in the morning...get myself clean den dress-up.
then, take MRT to dhobygaunt..then to novena. went for my last check-up. yesh, im free from 'that disease'. so im discharged now. still have few hours before meeting my love. oh great......it was 10 am plus. i slack-ed at novena square mall alone. the shops have not open yet so i took my breakfast at long john silver alone again. didn't finished the breakfast..so i sat there for awhile before proceded to the shops. i bought new perfume..quite nice smell. thought i have waste lotsa tyme at there so i make my way to bishan. i reached there damn early so serve me ryte, i have to wait for my love :DD while waiting, my eyes was attracted with this mat hensem. he is hensem! *melt*
he approached me and this is the conversation btw me and hym :

hym: erm, hi. ne ayu kan?
me: huh????? no salah org la.
hym: im sure you are ayu. she gonna wear pink like what u are wearing nw.
me: no! im not ayu & i tk tau sape u.
hym: this is J. yesterday we chat & wanna meet ryte??
me: sorry. im not ayu and im not waiting for u..i waiting for my love.
hym: yekew. tapi...ne ayu kan....
me: bukan lah.
hym: abeh ne sape ehh?

HAHA! dah hensem skali blind-date siol. and tk paham bahase plk. hampeh tol! and here my love come..u guys just miss-ed the show seyy. ahacks. and today everyone have their own couple. bagus.
we watched bee movie. supposed to watched game plan but it start at 4 plus so we gave in to bee movie. damn funny gile.. i was lyke terkekek sorg2. dont know why i suddenly felt so ecstatic.. when there is nana, there must be kecorable...so this one funny part happened in the theater. okay okay, i was clumsy (yesh, i am)so the popcorn that i hold dropped at my sit. well, at least i managed to save much of it. good.
after that, head to bishan library and home sweet home. i made a new friend today. elly...elly suryani. my gf's friend. nice meeting and knowing u. btw, i have been eyeing that kind of necklace of yours *winks*


hur...im dead. need to take a bath now. TATA my beautiful readers [:


{Thursday, November 8, 2007 , 4:47:00 PM}


kau kekasih terangku lah.

yes, i just dont know what's becoming to this world. why cant people appreciated one another.
yah one another, each other and to everyone. just recognized their sacrifices and thanks them.
that will do. i hate people who is not appreciative enough.
but i guess be someone who is full of helping hands and concern is not worth at all.
is it wrong to help someone that in need? really need it badly or not, i enjoy helping people ok. let me repeat it again, i enjoy helping people.
& because of that, i was accused of being KPO??? oh my my...my...why?
i have been helping u both in any way so that u guys can live life happily.but my help
is recognized as KPO in ur eyes? arrgh..that's too over ok.i have never thought
that u ( YOU) could talk bad about me. i have great feeling in GOD & GOD is fair.
He wants me to see your true colour & he show it to me.
Congratulation! u have just crossed the limit.
sorry, i mean...beyond the limit. I have enough with your bloody pathetic nonsense.
you are none of my concern ryte now. i dont give u any damn.
ape nk jd dgn korg, tu korg nye pasal. aku da tk kuase lagy.
just dont bother me again. AGAIN!
im not going to be any lamp-post and stupid person.
yeh, memang aku bodo, bodo selame ni. PUAS!
im just not going to waste any of my precious tyme hanging out with this butch
of USELESS people. just remember that im off from you guys...
phwee..i have enough said now.

to my love: i really miss u people like hell. pls, i need someone to cheer me up!
can i be crazy tmr? be myself? can?


{Wednesday, November 7, 2007 , 6:20:00 PM}


try to face the music alone .
TADAAA!
im back after for so long i have not update my blog.
as usual, busy mugging for my examination..but now no more.
FREE lah seyy..
nothing really special happened this few weeks.
Just that im sick lately and my cough still remind in me for 2weeks.
yesterday my fever that have been disappear for 2 weeks strike back again.
it's like you have not touch my body,but you willl feel the heat.
my mum gave me this medicine call 'serbuk rimau' .
you bet, it taste awful. my mom insist me to drink it up. then, she covered
me with two blanket and pillows so that im wet with my perspire.
it's work and im okay rite now except for my idiotic coughing. thanks wawa and nini for so concern about me this morning.
They keep on asking me to take medicine..and i take it ok.
i don't know what to do during my holiday. damn bored. maybe i go out
with my besties and enjoy my tyme with them since the last few weeks im busy
with my books only. ehehex!
going to catch movie with my darliwk this friday. LALALALA (x
i have done what i want to do today. Edit pix, Update& check my friendster
and myspace, download songs, change new
blogskin, reply my friends tag-ed and lastly update my blog.
TATA



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Turns oneyear older on 19sept
I'm talkative and happy-go-lucky
Appears strong but never will be.
Muslim and i proud of it.
Searching for sumthg that last long.
Currently happy with what i have.




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