14th February.

Mark a year old for me and Prettyboy. 

We are thirty six months old today. How time flies fast.

I miss our chasing stage though. But we have moved on to the comfortable stage now, I guess.

It's been the tougher months lately. We really on and off kind of situation and I really mean it, tough. I myself aren't sure where we are standing now. I ain't sure where this is bringing us to. I myself lost while trying to save him, bring him back to me. I seems to be losing him bit by bit. And most scaring part, I starting to not knowing him anymore. I starting to feel awkward and scared of him. I seems to lost him completely. 

I am getting much exhausted. Clinging onto this thin hope, still.

Nonetheless, 

Happy 3rd Anniversary, love. (supposedly) 

Imissyou.