I know I love him with all my heart. I know I still love him and even more than before. I know he is the only person I purely love in my life. For there is only him, my prettyboy, that I would love this much in every breathe that I'm breathing. Every steps I'm taking. Every seconds that I'm thinking, there's always him in it.

Yes, I swear.

I must have crazily fallen for him. Crazily in love with him.
Since Day 1, every morning he is the first person I think of. Since Day 1, he is the only person I think of till it dozed me off to sleep. Yes, since the first day till today, right now, right today almost 3 years we are together. Ironic but that is how deeply he mean the world to me. And it never bore me to have him in my mind always. But  whats afraid me the most when all this little things I love to do for him, starting to be the opposite?

You know, I've been so weird lately that I want to distance myself away from him. I don't know why. The thought that maybe love is fading away really scared the shit out of me. I know it impossible because this is all i ever wanted. People always say, "Feelings can change" Which I agreed but I fight it back. I always trying hard to convince myself not to believe this feelings. IGNORE!

But i can't do this alone.