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HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY {Monday, August 31, 2009 , 11:43:00 PM} Happy today. Just feel happy and kind of relieved.. isn't that good? hehs. Not that much changes, as in, still quite ok. Hope for better. So, skipped morning class and lecturers too. But did came to school in the morning to meet up with Leana, we studied for awhile. Ohhh such a good students :D Went to see few teachers, oh well, it's Teacher's Day anyway! How cool! Flowers, gifts and surprises and those cutey stuffs were given to teachers. Jealous ahas! Teacher's Day celebration was fine. Had little fun with Khai Hana and Zie! Giler punya orang.. We four syiok sendiri la. Then, had dance practise!! I really feel good today. Everything just went fine.. ya quite acceptable for me. Happy. . . . . . . . . To all my lecturers in ITE ; Thank you so much for your guidances, showing me the meaning of life and passion. Without them, i might not get what i wants/dreams, might not get the feel of harhship (hahas), might not be as knowledgeable i am not hahs! And many many more. Specially for Mr Hari : You're the bestest lecture ever, i swear! Such a truly nice and damn cute lecture, especially with your natural joking manner :) You're always appreciated. I will forever remember what you have scarified for me. Those little dirty secrets we have *ehem*. And do always remember me, Your favourite/nice student of all. Ohhhh, Im so touched ~ To Ms Haryani, Mdm Sharifah; I miss the two of you alot! Sorry didn't get to come down or meet up with you. I hope you're doing fine wherever you are. Tipah, dngr2 factory da buka alek ehk? Nak tambah lagi satu orang yer? Ingat factory da tutup? HAHA! This time baby girl lagi, can? HAHAS! And Ms Yani, i've been waiting for so lonnnngggg for good news from you (baby!!!). Lame tau tunggu.. bile ni???? Hahas, ade gitu. Mr Murah and Kak Huda; Special thanks to these two people who have made me see the talent in me. Thank you for every little things you have done. I truly appreciated it. Thanks for giving me every opportunity to showcase what's hidden in me. lovelove you two! :D muacks ~ A teacher's purpose is not to create students in his own image, but to develop students who can create their own image {Sunday, August 30, 2009 , 11:14:00 PM} Ditched 2hours plus of revision time just to watched Michael Jackson's exclusive show at Channel 5. I just can't resisit it. Awesome! He just awed me with his movements and his deep meaning songs, somehow. Pity that he's gone now. RIP and Happy Birthday to you too. Did i tell you how surprised i was when i heard the news about his death? Asked around. Dreamt about it. So silly. Hm somehow i feel the lost for a moment. Ok one of my favourite song from him. 'You are not alone' Goodnight readers. You know you love me. { , 11:11:00 PM}  I like this picture cause Ernie look very cute here. See!! BUT, do ignore my ugly face. Thankyou. A very short meet up with my Gilas last Friday. Minus Farah. :( But rest assure, we four had a whole great time as usual. Catch up session with them, updated one another.. hahas! Eh, that's not my boify larr! Aiyoo.. part mane yang korang tak paham nie hehehehe! *swink*. Break fast at Bedok's Banquet and off to Geylang. Unfortunately, carpark full. Round round and while waiting, snapped few pictures. But none really a prefect one x) We gave up of waiting, moved to another car park near by. We got what we want.. and i bought my CHAR KWAY! Favourite seh.. besides dengdeng!! Next dengdeng ok? Girls, i want to have another break fast with you all again. This time, with Farah and whoever who suppose to be part of this. Weekends? I burnt my Saturday and Sunday doing my revision. I swear, nervous break down. I just want to do well for all modules.. oh wells, who doesn't, right? Catching up with what I've missed. One at a time now. I don't want to mess everything again. So messed up.. all over the place. One more week to go.. and my mind will be at ease. Phew! I just so looking forward to it. Holiday come and rescue me. Anyway..Happy four years and eight months.. to be continued. :D {Thursday, August 27, 2009 , 12:45:00 AM} I'm just speechless. Maybe i should take my leave.. But, i will miss this feeling. Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it. { , 12:10:00 AM} Just what is wrong with me? Im so bad lately. Self-center, especially. I dislike being like this for goodness sake. Assuming things all the time. Angry for no real reasons. Jealous over things that isn't mine and so on and forth. I mad for letting it to bother me so much that i, eventually, let them suffer too. And, iam mad too with them for not knowing how to deal with me, to make me feel light. Yes, they did and trying.. but i guess all those is not what i expected. Don't laugh too much as you, might end up crying at the end of the day. As an overall, I am so disappointed with me. And so do they. . . . . . . Dear God, I had always have faith in you. I trust you, for what you have given to me is the best for me. I have always believed in you, for what good and bad i will be going through. I pray to you, for all the needs that i need to stand on my feet after the big falls i have.. for those miserable moments i went. I seek to you, for strength and to be the light along my path, be my true guidance when i lost. I knew you would always be by my side, even when they choose to leave me one day. I need you no matter what. And from them, is where my strength lies. Be strong as i always are. {Monday, August 24, 2009 , 9:24:00 AM} Hey earthlings ~ It's third day of fasting, and i coping well down here. Sadly, i didn't managed to wake up for the first day of sahur.. boo! =/ I was very tired. I did woke up, apparently, i slept back and only to know sahur just ended. Sedih or what. It's okay, i did niat the night before.. i always did, (sometimes only when i got this feeling i can't wake up) just in case i prioritized my eyes hehes. Like what happened first day of puase. So i was glad that i did revised for the whole last Saturday. Uh'huh! Because i woke up late afternoon (very), and mak had to leave me to JB cause I refused to wake up in the morning. Batal jugak puase aku nie hahahhas! Shhh!
It's fasting month anyway. I have faith in Allah. I know HE have good plans for me and us. May whatever comes along.. never fail to pray and remember the one above. Keep yourself close to Allah.. take this opportunity to repent, change what is needed (for good), level up your patience.. and so on and forth. Mostly, you need to have faith in Him. HAPPY FASTING ~ lovelove. If you're in a bad situation, don't worry it'll change. If you're in a good situation, don't worry it'll change too. Why u always find faults on me? Cuz he love me . {Sunday, August 23, 2009 , 12:05:00 AM} It really annoys me when you have to bring this matter up again. I thought i have make things cleared with you the other day, yesterday and today. I really can't take it nomore but to tell you off. I dont want to be this way, but i hope this will wake you up. How could you said we are not even near as friends? I come and go? I ignore and never even look up for you? What you take me for? Hm, how would you feel then? I know your feeling for me.. that's why you reacted emotionally. But please, spare my feelings too. The way you react now, totally ain't going to win my heart either, not even a piece of it. Apparently, you really scare me off. I do understand your situation, but please.. dont rush me. Yes, we are not even starting. But come'on.. are not we friends now? Are not you feel glad about that? I treasure this friendship. But i somehow had enough with all this. You keep finding my faults, and when i asked why, you replied 'cuz i love u'. Hmmm..I have other things to see. Like those that i mentioned to you yesternight. I need just alittle of your understanding. Maybe it could change things. I like the way we are.. not more than there. Maybe for now, this is really where we belong, boy. I'm sorry for being self-centered. And thank you so much for every little things you did, just for me. Because that was really so sweet of you. Honestly. begin to lose hopes.. not {Friday, August 21, 2009 , 12:11:00 AM} I'm glad that im on my track with my studies now. I really need to do my revision from the beginning. Need to buck up for real. I have BIG problem with Costing the most. Tourism? Don't say laa, i really praying hard for the project to get good (must be good!) grade. It takes 70% okay?! That's alotttt! Accounting? Hmm, same as Costing too. I can go crazy with this two modules. Leana i need your help to push me! Stop me if i tend to get lazy/sleep/not attentive in class or even for lectures too. Yes, lecture. No more sleeping. Anyway for today's lecture,did my assignments and get to do few of it by my own. Wells, it was not easy for my to do all alone you see. Iam very happy with myself. Hope i can keep it up till exams finish. WHOA! Lately I've been craving alot. (mentang2 Ramadhan nak dekat hehs). Yesterday, sudden craving for Waffle. So Me Han Shana and Leana went to buy, and we don't mind late for class just for Waffle AHAHA! Then today, Yana Zie and Me had Banana Split and Chocolate Fondant @ Noods. I was sex-cited :) I almost lick the plate just to eat the chocolate syrup. Se-sedapppp Since i end early today.. as usual, slack at Level3 waiting for the rest. Thank Zie was there to accompany me :) Watched UP with him at Lee's lappy. Pity Zie, he was damn sleepy. Thus, he skipped his 2.30pm lesson, not to sleep but to watch UP. Eventually he did slept for awhile.. i asked him so hahas. Then did few of my left over assignments.. slacked, waited for Lee to return till almost 7 plus. Gosh, my butt can be cinder bottom by then. Then homesweethome. By that time, Zie finished his dance. Bus-ed back together.. he sent me back home too. Padahal nak lepak ngan Khai sume, sempat antar. Still, Thankyou! Ceh, da pandai eh mane nk turun haha. As usual, laugh on our own 'legong' mistakes. Suke nah Zie ketawakan orang tau.. hmph! Shared stuff.. since quite a long time we both last have sharing session. Yea, i already told you almost all. Quite disappointed with things here and there, but it was good that you understands. Like i said, all will be alright. Do it well, treat everyone fairly (those who really deserve) and never to pretend/faking yourself and be sincere. That is the most important. Hope you won't be mad for teasing you and question-ing you *peace*. In return, i also kena. Bagosh! Glad that blogger is alright today. By the way, had nightmare yesternight. Very shocking. Don't know if it's true but it seems so sooo real. If i were to reflect incidents that happened, it seems to be true somehow. Oh wells, dreams are just dreams. Mainan tidor. But i hope it is really a dream. If is it true also, i will move on. GOODNIGHT ! {Thursday, August 20, 2009 , 12:59:00 AM} Webcam with this idiotic cousin of mine is way fun. He said he wanted to sleep so we waved at each other, and he captured it. But then.. different stories. Instead of going to bed, we webwhore HAHA! Not forgetting that stupid game of urs, staring game. Play cheat sia you! I don't know how the heck he did, but his really 'stare' at me. And his body didn't move at all. Grr! Let's do this more often. It cheer me me in a way too :D . . . . . . . HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO ;  Abang; 15th August May you have a very blissful years days minutes and seconds, and forever. You have been a very caring loving and yet forever annoying brother. You scolded me for my wrong doings but i never hold any hatred for that because i know well and pretty understood.. that's the way you show your love towards me. Yes, you always bully me (big bully), wrestling with me (haha) but know what, you are still the best brother ever. I will love you in all way.. SAYANG KAU GILER!  Lina; 16th August My dear GF, finally your attachment has ended. Can go hurray2 now, but dont make me jealous lor! You can have your sweet time with other stuff i still need to mug in school. CHET! May you blessed with well- health, long live and may love and happiness :) I miss youuu! Puase nak dekat, meh la buka sama2 yee makcik. Lau da de boify tu.. update2 la pat gue nie.. ngah dating ke? HAHAHA!
Shana ; 18th August Kak, may you have a good days ahead, last long with Azhar Don't always work work and worrrkkkk like mad.. overtime aje tau. Must look after you health too alright. Study hard, exams coming! Happy always :)
Radhiah ; 20th August Darling, do come to school. You already said, you will come just for me tmr :) Happy la sangat kite! Oh if possible, do come for classes, every class i mean. Exams coming you know.. then later alot of things to catch up, da panic. Come okay darling? Miss you liao! HAHAHA! May your wishes come true and happy happy!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL :D lovelove. {Tuesday, August 18, 2009 , 1:04:00 AM} I getting more harsh. I think i better get some sleep. Sleeping is the only way for me to get out from this disturbing feeling. . . . . . . . . . . Those words i've said, just too harsh from me. Iam sorry. I hope you know i didn't mean at all. I said it out of my control. {Sunday, August 16, 2009 , 9:27:00 PM} NOW... i feel much much bad.. my mood is too way far down. Can i just cry, back to square one, refresh everything? Perhaps it is my bad. Sorry if i've let you down or any of you. I am truly sorry. I just can't help it but to blame myself. May not be myself fot the meantime. Sorry if i abit of perangai.. But, please do cheer me up. Help me feel better. Happy love and laugh. I need you and you and you you you.. Still, i will do whatever it takes, to make it good. Fixed up things to where it supposed to be.. and me, to feel better again. I hugely need your support.. I can't do all this alone. :'( { , 8:59:00 PM} Weekends was well spent with family. ilovethem. Makiloveyoutoo. My mood went off. Trying to control my emotions. But apparently, i can't. I am mad with myself (mostly). Deep thinking can lead to bad condition..And those feelings.. never failed to keep coming, ruining my mood. I don't want to resort doing things that is unfair to the rest and hurt me as well. Blogger is such a pain again.. will update more once it is fixed. . . . . . ~ he see those doubts in me, thru my eys. and can tell the hard time i've been facing. thankyou. and he said ; i deserve a happy life. {Saturday, August 15, 2009 , 12:17:00 AM} Today was quite good. Late for morning class, like again. I having problem in waking up early for the past 3 weeks. Bad sign because i will resort not to attend school which happened yesterday. Lucky i still went for lecture, but wasted my time.. Attended for like 1.5 hours only. Nevermind. I need to sleep much more early than usual i guess. Back to today. Had s&w in the morning. I love s&w actually, really. Ran two rounds and played soccer. Da lame tak main bola.. kekok sikit hehs! And i was proud that i scored two goals! Woohoo! Next week we play takraw wokay? Then went for the Pop Concert Challenge in the afternoon. Group together with Leana, Yana and her other three friends. I really do want to help out the rest.. but i swear i was really sleepy for the first 1 hour. I couldn't help it but to force opened my eyes and all. Luckily the programme was not that draggy after that. Kinda fun thou.. at least it help me to stay awake (haahaa!) and for the final result, our group has the highest profit. So we are the winner lorr! Happyyyy! Then, surprise visit by Syafiq. He came along with Hus. Haahaa! Like seriously, i was totally in shocked. Ingat mat botak mane la pat luar. Aru tagged die smlm.. skali da jumpe nari. Was happy to meet him too :) Haahaa, botak yer? I can see the world *rubbing his head* LOL! Went Cafe1 with Syafiq, Afiq, Hus and Affandi. Chit chat and share2 HOT stories *swink*. Thanks Hus for the treat.. lain kali uat la selalu hahas! And that Mr Alien (Syafiq) will for sure never failed to disturb me, hmph! Soon after, we celebrated Nad's advance and Lut's belated birthday. Joined in the fun with other GC members. Suke aje aku nie menyibuk hahas! After that, went off to Taman Warisan. Kamsani was invited to perform for Hari Raya@The City. Sadly, didn't get to see him perform.. Lambat sampai hahs! Had dinner and home sweet home :)   more pictures will be upload soon. {Thursday, August 13, 2009 , 11:25:00 PM} I don't know how many time I've wished SimSim ; in msn, through sms (saved my very last cents to wish Simsim but apparently, really no cents to wish Fatfat after that, very sorry), at facebook and now blog too hahas. Gile! But anyway, my business la kan hehs! Had mini celebration for this two birthday boys. Apparently, my plan was kinda spoilt because coincidentally met SimSim in the bus when going to school in the morning. I was mad to meet him la, i kept asking "Kenape jumpe seh?!" HAHA! Didn't expect at all. Hmph! Still, had a mini-celebration for this two birthday boys at Simsim's house. Before that, i bought the cake, meet Mama and then we off. Glad that everything went well.. and hopefully they like the celebration and presents too. Like what Malay people says 'ala kadar aje' Ahas! Then Me Atik and Hirzie went to meet Khai and all. The rest went off to Bugis, jalan-jalan with the birthday boys. Sorry didn't tag along with you guys. Hope you all had a great time over there. Went lepak and played few stupid and card games. KECOH! They with their Nasi Ayam Penyet and me with my Hot Fudge Sundae. (Btw, i still craving for double chocolates!). As usual, had good laugh with these people. Tak akan pernah missed! Kinda tired so we went back home. Had a long chat with Khai on the way to bus stop. And i purposely missed two bus just to chit chat with him.. because it's been awhile since we both share and update each other. Kinda disappointed with what i get to know. But Khai, no worries, you can count on me. You must have faith in whatever you are doing now, think throughly and never to keep things with you. No matter how good or bad it may be (even if it got to do with me, again), you can share/tell me. I will do my part in this too. Trust me, things will get better in no time. Fyi, you always have us behind you. (: And i thank you for always be there for me no matter what situation you are in. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, FATFAT & SIMSIM !
May you two always blessed with happiness.. and great moments with your loved ones. Enjoy every moments in life.. Cherish what you have now. Mostly, must always be happy. Hope your days filled with joys and laughter as well. lovelove. GOD BLESS YOU TWO. {Wednesday, August 12, 2009 , 11:21:00 PM} At the very least, school cheered me up today. Had mood to study. Partly because i saw Azmin. He came to school and the very moment i saw him, i was totally awake. Hahs! Just so happy to see him. So Min, do come to school more often. You made my day just by seeing you just now. Apart from that, had my chocolate cone even though no butterscotch. Now my body and legs is aching. Head still spinning. That is great. { , 1:44:00 AM} Come and go ?? Had dinner with IRIR's mates over at Simpang Bedok. Good dinner & I was fulled (like seriously FULL). I ditched dessert and Tom Yam soup so not to hurt my tummy more. I don't want to end up visiting Mr Loo.. or is it called as 'happy hours?' - - - Iam not myself today. My mood went on and off without warning. I will either tend to get mad over nothing or think things that i not supposed to think (maybe). I feel that I'm getting out of control. I'm such in a mess indeed. I lost my focus in studying too. Darnme, i need a tight slap then. Put that aside, i will try to buck up as soon as i get a real knock on my head. That was hurtful. I feel guilty in a way but the most, you still upset me with all those words you said. I may disappointed you but that doesn't mean you go on and continue search my faults. Indeed i was surprised because it just too harsh for me.. but maybe not to you. I don't wish to prolong this argument, it brings us nowhere you see. Okay fine.. my bad but i hope you mad at me no more. I shall not talk to you for the mean time. To Khai, you know you can always count on me anytime. Im just a call away (for now prepaid low). You were there for me during my pit falls, saw my ugly side & all, for not twice BUT countless time. Anyway, you don't seem to be quite good today, and i am worry. Erm i think partly because your another half was not in school today? Hope things will get better for you. I realise there's more of it. Glad that i finally get to see things that upsets me secretly, slowly. But shall not elaborate. I just truly hate this mixed feeling that would strike me at anytime. Jealousy mad confuse guilty and name-whatever-feelings. Maybe it would be better if i let things go, maybe. To prevent the feeling of more guilty in the future. I don't know how the outcome may be, but will see how things goes. 'Know when to let things go' Sometimes, too close might brings us trouble as well. As for now, i foresee things will get abit tougher. Hopefully not. Seems to be a little bit too much for me to handle. One down and here comes another. I ever thought of giving up everything.. let all go at one shot. But i knew it won't do any better for sure. I think due to all this it caused me STM. I tend to forget things easily now. Pity me. Shall stop here. My head kindda hurt now. Goodnights. I will go through all these as painlessly as possible. {Sunday, August 9, 2009 , 11:53:00 PM} HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE! Stay harmony, prosperity and united as one.  Sadly, my girls can't make it to watch the fireworks together. And adding to this, i can't even meet with Janah thou we were sms-ing each other where to meet. Haiya, it is difficult when your prepaid is low.. hard to contact with people =.= Nevermind, yesterday get to meet the rest was good enough. And at least they know i love them no matter what :)
  Supposed to have a date too..(shh!) but cancelled. Due to my prepaid issue again. Tkpe kay, next time boleh wokay? So i still want to watch fireworks no matter what. Anyway have i told you people how much i love fireworks? No? Well, i greatly inlove with fireworks.. doesn't matter at where, just bring me there hehs! Oh again, another MRT incident! Darn! Stupid with that Chinese man, please do mind your bloody hand jerk! Urghh! I super hate all this thing.. and from there i start to feel insecure where ever i go. 'Great!' Met up with Leana for our shopping session first. Bugis and Town. Da lame tak kuar shopping ngan nie minah.. betol! So we both bought few stuff the same, bff jacket! Proceeded to City Hall, met up with Leana's cousin and his friends. At least there someone to guard me, i meant us (the girls).   Fireworks will forever awed me forever. I LOVE FIREWORKS! But stupid camera of mine.. Most of the pictures are in poor quality. If not, i shall post more pictures here. Still, in real, awesome!! On our back home? Goodness, only god knows how suffocated i was with thousands of people rushing to the exit. My legs got cuts with the long grass.. Such a arse pain. Make a U-turn to where we were initially at, then decided to exit at Raffles since we really really can't pass through to City Hall. Slack for awhile with them.. new friends mah. We click well actually. Have a good laugh and had the very most fun the most. Nice to meet you all :)
My most favourite part of the fireworks ; THE HEART SHAPE :D A good way to end my week, great :) { , 11:03:00 PM} HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY :  [25th July] Oh my Fliq, may all your greatest wishes come true. And i do hope you love the present that Me Atik and Yana bought for you *cheeky smile* . But i seems like you LOVE it alot :D Do remember us when you see it.. loveyou!  [2nd August] Dear cousin, i hope you are doing fine down there. Been monthssssss we both have never seen each other. Well not really that we never see la, but due to own busy schedules.. we rarely meet up, go out shopping and have a good chitchat together like how close we used to be last time. Kinda miss you 'lame' jokes and your hottest stories :) hopefully you and him are getting quite well so far. Last long to you and him and may you have blissful days ahead. Missya!   [ 4th August] To my sweety Janah, i misses you truck loads! Hope you know that. I really do hope we could meet up soon (not only in school) I think we two and the rest should really need to have a good time outing together again. Misses you all. KakBanie, hope you like your birthday surprise from us at Simpang and also the birthday song that we sang the very moment when you step in studio. I can see tears of surprise in your eyes hurhur! lovelove ! {Saturday, August 8, 2009 , 10:23:00 PM} At last i get to update those overdue posts. And finally i have the time for few things that i have been postponed since last two weeks. Spending my time with family and friends have always be the greatest time of all. I love them! Supposed to wake up 10 in the morning. But i guess i was too exhausted, i woke up at 1pm. Padahal semalam alek skola da tido bape jam seh.. abeh maseh penat lagi. Aiyoo.. kurang vitamin kot HAHAHA! Then I thought i was late to meet my girls.. So i called Lynn. Thank God, she still at her workplace.. about to go off already. So i wash myself up and stress-ed on what to wear for Kecik's wedding. Since everyone not going to wear kurungs or proper clothes for wedding event, so i decided to wear something simple.. still sopan la kan hurhur. As usual, the rest met at my void deck and Ernie fetched us from here(sayang korang!). I was still early, so went online and webcam with sister. Hahas, sempat! By the way, Sorry Sani.. i can't come down to support you at TKC today. Wish you all the best :)     Then soon after, they came. Did our catch up session with the girls. Don't stress2 kays. Lynn, iam sure you like so damn bloody happy that your attachment over today. Hahas, can meet you in school again! Farah, about that guy.. no worries i will keep look out for you on that guy. Will update you if there's any. Jangan nak pikiran pasal lelaki nie sume, still have long way to go :D Hizan, no need to shy-shy about what Farah told us hehs! We are happy for you no matter what. All the best! And Ernie, don't stress up about that bunch of people hehe. Kelakar jugak dengar cite2 ni sume.. hope everything will go well soon between you and them. lovelove!   Not much pictures was taken, or in short, no pictures was taken by me. Why? Because i didn't bring my camera along. Why is that so? Because Abang using it today. Adding that, i didn't get to take any pictures with the bride at all. I really really want to, but since few of us have other plan with their friends.. we go off early. Hm nevermind. Get to see Kecik in the traditional costumes was really BONUS!! Comel la sangat kamu ni! Knowing her since secondary, i hardly or maybe never ever see her in any make up, high heels, girly clothes and anything related with girls. Therefore, seeing her just now make my jaw almost drop all the way on the floor. Ernie sampai terblink dua kali. Tak percaya! Tapi kan kecik, cara tomboy kamu maseh tetap terserlah.. dan sesungguhnya muka kamu tadi SUNGGUH macam sardine. Ingat, kamu tu permaisuri sehari..muka tu jangan la uat gitu, da macam zaman sec sch dulu tau. Ahas! Da kahwin lagi satu kawan aku.. So who's next ??  { , 12:44:00 AM} Overdue Posts. 23th July ; IRIR
25th July : Bedok North Sec Sch REUNION
 Had our rehearsal the day before at Orchid Country Club. Ended quite late but everything went fine. Tried out the outfit that we already tried last week. One of my outfit for the modelling changed. But it was fine with me. Then had our dry run.. do blocking as usual. Haha! Our rehearsal was extremely hilarious i tell you. Part Khai and Hirzie.. naseb si stress tu video'ed the moment. Ii can laugh my ass out whenever i watch it. Simply hilarious yet adorable. I keep on repeating the only those part for countless time. Kekek to the max!! Me Khai and Isa bus-ed home since we can't overnight there due to some reasons. And the rest get to sleep there, grr! Geram aje aku! Tapi takpe, i told Khai to come early the mext morning, so that i can see their room.. sleep there for awhile hehs! The view from the room was super nice! Especially the room, whoa! Like couple room like that.. comfy bed nice decoration and all. I like! Skip the rest blablabla. Everything went smoothly, and not to miss all other kekek incidents that will always happen no matter what. I love the modelling part the most. First time mah! Excited babe! Thanks to Nasyitah's mum for inviting us and be part of the modelling too :D GREAT! Hopefully there's more event like this again, i would love to do it again. Lovelove you you all all !   1st Aug ; Cultural Show    Back to back event. Had another modelling event at Fengshan CC, Bedok. Showcase different type of our cultural's costumes since they are celebrating 'Fengshan CC 44th National Day Dinner. Few rehearsals before the day and we were awesome on the day itself. Went to accompany SimSim to Sani's house.. get his things and slack for awhile. My butt stuck on the sofa, watching Tom and Jerry. My all this favourite tv show! Unwittingly, we were late already. I meant really really late. Need to report at 2pm.. but we reached at almost 3pm. Star karat kite dua hahas! Changed and one last rehearsal before proceed to the CC. We cab-ed there. Then another two rehearsals on the stage and here come the models!! Good one! And i felt so pretty (prasan or what aku!) and so like manja on that day haha! Don't why but feel like want to be manja x) Then as usual, phototaking time! I was the one who started to take pictures (standard jugak hehs) and so, everyone also follow. KECOH! The rest had their own plan. While me and SimSim went back home. Before that, we sat in front of NTUC.. eating chocolate and see all those pictures taken on his lappy together-gather. Aww, so sweet :D Ahas! Thank you Atikah for lending me the costume and Mama for the accessories :D 2nd Aug ; Wedding Event
The next day, had wedding event. Gosh, i was exhausted by then. Meet up with the girls and Lee. Cikgu came along too because he wanted to help us. Sayang cikgu and i really miss him too! We bus-ed to the place at Fernvale Lane. Well, i really hate for whatever that happened there. Shall not elaboorate much on this event. The people was such a big F thingy, keret to the max! We didn't give our best at all. Chaotic performance but who cares. I don't give them the damn and i don't feel any shame at all. With people like that and don't even feel welcome. But still, thanks for inviting us to your wedding. I like the wedding concept, red and black. Very romantic kind but i still love the previous wedding event *peace* Oh well, at the very least i did apologised to Cikgu Mazni on behalf of my Malay Dancers if we did any mistakes, didn't performed well enough and etc. Thank God, she still like our performance, esp the Pusaka.    {Wednesday, August 5, 2009 , 11:17:00 PM} Whenever i feel like blogging, blogger gives me problems. I dont know what's wrong with blogger lately. Wahliao! I cannot upload pictures because i can't see the icon to upload. To be exact, all of the icons when disappear. I can't see any of it. CHETT !! Ohkays, so once again.. When the right time comes and the blogger is back to normal.. I will do a proper update. Erm to be frank, i really miss blogging actually. But as you see right now, i having like a BIG problem over here to do all my updates. I have tonnnss of things to say. Yea, and today, my mood pull me down greatly for a moment. Sudden mood swing i guess. Give space for myself.. Decided to go somewhere alone but no direction. So didnt went lepak or go home with the usual people.. So sorry to make you guys worried just now. Khai warned me to be back home before 10pm :) But then, instead, i went to Geylang. Since i don't feel like going home and have nowhere to go.. so i msg-ed Atik, meet up with her and Yana. Sorry if i was late, tak sempat nk tolong Atik pilih aju untuk photoshot.. maaf yer. Then.. i told them i don't feel good and need to have a walk. That was why i went to meet both of them. Had dinner together (PRATA! SEDAP!!) I told them i feel sooooo sad and feel like crying too at the same time. And i really did cried even before i say anything to them. I was so emotional that evening.. but felt abit relieved after that. Thank you girls, you know i love you two. Maybe, my mode change to sensitive mode now... Oh and i think Facebook is right. I'm a prefect cryer. How easily is it to hurt you? Result: You are a softie. That is so TRUE la sehhh! Indeed, i am! :) Today marks Two Years and Eight Months. I really missing you alot, i really really do. I wish you were still here with me esp during my downs. {Sunday, August 2, 2009 , 4:34:00 AM} SLEEPLESS NIGHTS for days -___-'' It's already past 4 in the morning! (cari nahas betol aku nie!) I just finished up my project, but still have few more to go. Baik la kann, aku tengah stress! I really have no idea when the heck will i have the time to do a proper blog and update all the OVERDUE posts. Arghh! I have so many things to do but with so little time! I need to buy more time! Can you sell me some, oh pleaseeee... *insert angel face* Will be having wedding event tomorrow. Wait, i mean in the evening later. So insya'allah i will update everything by tomorrow. Eh no! Today.. I'm dead exhausted with all.. and i am really stress for goodness sake! GOODMORNING ALL !! |
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