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{Thursday, July 31, 2008 , 5:22:00 PM} For Goodness sake. What wrong with my July? Everything seems to go wrong. All wrong and make me sort, superb mad with myself too. Oh July why you turn out to be like this for me? did i take the wrong steps in some way? & not when part of me is gone which i obviously cant live without. Oh god, how careless i am! I don't know who am i suppose to blame. me, you or everyone? How cruel life can be..how things can go wrong when you take the wrong route. my oh my :'( I miss you badly and you mean the whole world to me. Praying hard for your return one day which is impossible. Thanks friends who have been entertaining me..buying me chocolates & ice creams, huggies etc and of cause all those laughter to distract me haha. Awww, you guys and girls are way too sweeeettt i shall say. Thanks a lot ! Role play was fine eventhou we did forget few lines, saying lines at the wrong time(me)..forget few props hahas. I laughed each time we rehearsed..i don't know why but i just want to laugh laugh laugh till they felt frustrated with me (; But thank god, i managed to control my laughing gas today..yay! *claps* Finally August come to the rescue and say BYE BYE to July.. and I swear, if i know who the hell you are..i will hate you thru' out. That's it ! {Tuesday, July 29, 2008 , 10:33:00 PM} oh pretty please! Let me head-banging for now, please. Only heaven knows how terrible,horrible my feelings was at that point of time. Mistakes, careless mistakes , and so on and forth ........ I'm Doom..truly dead this time round :/ I'm so disappointed with myself and of course that IF Function loves to see me in this state. aren't you? Yeah, I'm sure you are jumping here and there, hurray-ing (!) {Monday, July 28, 2008 , 11:10:00 PM} alright, its been a lonngggg time since i update my dear dear blog here. Gosh, I'm so sorry dear..I'm too busy with school stuff, serious only my school activities I've been busy-ing all awhile ; nothing else. This busy-ness month are making me insane each day. I'm exhausted with dance, rehearsal, never ending projects, tests and everything. I really wish everything will be done soon and perfectly. I want to have my own time now. I missed a lot of things people. Received my results last week..thanks god, A for my BFD B for my OFA and C for AFD (: little disappointed with my AFD result actually, hoping for A but try harder next time. Now I'm just waiting for my PowerPoint project grade. Damn, that's my hard work okay..took weeks for it to be done.. Well, i told you that i have 6 performances for this month right? Great, everything over liao. Oh heaven, you know how exhausted i am, almost 6 days per week i have to attend those practises :/ I'm dead already..buutttttt its not over yet ! august ; national day in sch..NDP'08 and Mount Faber show..damn it. Right now, i feel like my legs going to tercabut already. Somebody please standby glue to fixe my tercabut legs soon hahaha ! Oh napfa was okayyy. 5 items was not bad but i was so upset cause few stations i got D siah..tapii there's still As yeah! 2.4km ? i pass i guess..my position number was 110..and wen i asked my teacher, he said "okay, super power!" so, meaning? Ohhhh yaaaahhh, saw cute guyss babe..huhuuhu. *cuci mata* okay okay moving on. School are great with nice friends around. I love them because they always make my day. thou' they loveeees to disturb me much..suke eh korang..diam! Me and my never ending silly moments..each day there will always at least one funny incident happen..i don't know why. Aiyok..i always make a fool of myself! Argh! i love my sweetheart and gossipping partner..mereka sungguh best..wash eyes(cuci mata) together, each one have one 'admire' gitu haha..kekek! and oh that bus boy (: Well, i having CA tomorrow ; OFA . Wish me luck people..hoping for good grade for this. Insya'allah. 3 more days for my role play..need to memorise those lines..oh brother! time checked 11.28PM . should be sleeping by now..tomorrow class at 8AM sak . Tk best. {Sunday, July 13, 2008 , 6:00:00 PM} Another one of my bad day. Serious bad, sucks BIG time dudettes. This month, I will be busy with school activities. Where my CA is just at the end of this month. Have not memorise those script for the role play.... test test test ! & about three or four more dance performances to go for this month plus for the Wedding Occasion in Compassvale area ! Don't know why the hell i sign up for few challenges/games that ITE CE come up with ; floorball(maybe) , skipping lol ! School works stacking up high till it touches the blue blue sky. Oh my. I can't pace myself right now neither do i can catch up with those speed rider teachers (the way they talk) . I'm so-the-lost in nowhere. Another thing, have not done my Life Skill Project, when the deadline is just this week? Wakey wakey kueen ! Get your lazy ass and mug for your Project ! What the hell am i waiting for. *slap forehead* People, nowadays I'm sensitive, easily irritated and mad for every little things. Been moody for no reason...When i all stress up with everything, all i wish is to cry my lung out! So, be extra gentle with me, I'm fragile dude. Sorry if i have to cancel few dating/outing etc. Please understand me. I know i had cancelled few but will make up another time ok, i mean when i reallllly free alright *peace* Yana, i need you to online as soon as possible. I really badlyy want all of those pictures. Especially those shiok-sendiri nyer pictures :D I swear, i hate all cockroaches in this earth for all my life ! Conclusion: i fully book with School activities and National Day ! {Friday, July 11, 2008 , 5:40:00 PM}  Firstly, i would like to thanks to daiko people for the awesome job during the audition on the 8Th July 2008 at the Toa Payoh Hub. Big kudos to us, Malay dancers plus abg murah, especially to the 3 boys who willingly performed with us thou it's last minutes. You guys are fantastic, learning all those steps in just 1day? Gosh, Excellent! *Big round of applause* (: yeah! Judges' comments are all positive & they enjoyed our fusion concept with our daiko people, " rarely done by people" And so...once again, big thank you to us, with all those letih-nak-mampos nye practises...worth it ! More pictures on the way. Soon .... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINK KUS, MARINAH ! {Monday, July 7, 2008 , 10:39:00 PM} I myself not sure if what i have been doing all this while really came from me or am i just pretending? Dear god, i don't know what's bothering me right now but i just feel uneasy lately. Taking a step back and recall back what the hell have i done for myself and those people around me. Am i making things better or worse ? Are things will be fine, back to normal if things were to go wrong one day? I'm just too scared of losing people that I've friends with and love ones. Sometimes i realise that I'm selfish to others. I want things to be in my way but than, to think again, I'm the only one who always give in and listen to what they have to say. I easily forgive and not forget, that's me. Never will you see me, screaming and shouting at other. NEVER ! For no reason, i feel bad. Uh huh ! don't ask me why la. Cause its the sudden feeling after i thought of things that happened recently. I don't know if what i did or said may offence others..you know, sometimes i just say out things without think first. & i can sense that people around me are not what they used to be..they have change. Or am i they one who have change? or is it either my imagination or maybe i just think too much...hmm? And hell yes, i not myself lately and maybe for long. Yupes ! That's why i talk cock and be like a small kid, sensitive, emo shit and mad girl every now and then haha...like now! ROJAK feeling! Dammit...feel like crying now. Whats up with you nana?!! I don't know when i will be back to normal. Friends tries to cheer me up but too bad it won't help.. Oh dear, i just wish there's someone to give me a hug and say everything will be alright . one wrong move, ruined everything ! {Sunday, July 6, 2008 , 10:12:00 PM} 5th July 2008 It sucks BIG time. Overslept till 11am. What the mangkok! Supposed to wake up at 8am but i set my alarm clock at 8pm. Pandai kepa! 8pm for what, nak ngok berita kepa kau! Felt like crying for my bodo-ness, serious shit! So skipped daiko rehearsal which was at 10am cause by the time i reach, it's late. Inform Atikah about my late and she laughed..BEST! 1pm for the NDP rehearsal. Will be preview all the way till the day itself, every Saturday.Performed infront of the that BIG crowd for the first time. Then went lepak-ed with friend's friend. First with those mat rep..jalan peh jauh..then at 10 lepak-ed with hip hop people. I laugh-ed like nyonya sia.. Bloopers, kena tease-ed, my leg was damn haus rabak due to the distance we walk-ed, clumsy etc. home sweet home (: 6th July 2008 Celebrate Md Nur Khairil 1st Belated Birthday today. Before that, had cukur rambut session for his 3 or 4mths little sister. Fun. Like another family gathering thou' few of us can't make it. Never did i expected that it will be a childcare day haha! Took care of those kiddos,ageing 1mth-2years, while their mummys was either outside chit chatting/entertain the guest or enjoying those luscious foods/dessert. Gosh, not easy to become a mother..tiring especailly when degil-nak-mampos. You never know what the hell they want except for master mothers only. As usually, i took some pictures with them..hur hur (: Tomorrow starts 2nd semester..fun or what...I find it's very leceh. Wake up early again ! Grr...but somehow i miss my friends over there too ahha ! Happy Schooling....
Md Khabil Idham ; only 10 mths and freaking chubby ! you see !
Nur Fatheha, after the cukur rambut ; only 3-4 mths (:
* the most cutest and big-sweet-damn-thing ; age 17 years old. * (referring to the Barney actually hahhah !) {Thursday, July 3, 2008 , 11:23:00 AM}  HIGHLOW people on this earth ! I still on date with my Guess my holiday are not the real holiday that i expected. Nonetheless, still spare time with love ones (: that's fer sho ! But didn't get to hang out with dearly girlfriends! Few plans cancelled. Few busy with their stuffs, examination, projects, love life, day dreaming hahacks! Somehow it's true. It's quite difficult to get all of us to meet up, with full attendance unless special occasions, hmmm. To be exact, i really miss the old us where we used to laugh like nobody business at the school's canteen Aha ! tu yang best tuh hahahhahacks ! Yesterday, went out with Liyana, the one in the picture above for 2nd time this week. That time was her shopping day and yesterday was mine. Shop-ed like what, Great Singapore Sale pe! Felt like buying more but thanks to her, she stopped me hahas. If not i will be declare bankrupt soonnnnn hahas. She just my perfect shopping companion. Dakni memang kaki shopping...!! Next shopping spree 2 months later eh? Kumpul duit banyak banyak ehk ! Okey la, need to siap siap now..going to school later. Have i-dont-now what audition thingy for the MountFaber performance, cool! till we meet again XD so lonnggg people ...... |
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